So Long

It's G-RIG
Yeah Yeah Yeah
Dealing with so much pain
Fighting demons and depression
Can't believe they killed Angel
Yeah, I know he up in heaven
Why did this have to happen, yeah I really don't get it
It don't sit in my gut right how you died
But I guess it was destined
Gods plan man, who am I to question
It's a cold cold world you gotta watch where you stepping
People just snaked me and it taught me a lesson
To never trust again and to never show no affection

I been lost up in my thoughts and I just don't know what to do
I been thinking 'bout my life and every thing that I've been through
I been pressured for the win so I ain't got the time to lose
But I swear I been gone for so long
I been looking for a place that I can call home
Man I guess Ima have to do this junk all on my own
And I swear I been gone for so long
Yeah Yeah Woah So Long

When I was going through that rain I was asking you for help
But every time I looked up I ain't see nobody there
Girl I looked you in your eyes and said I see nobody else
Just tell me how you got me and you don't even got yourself
It would've meant the world to me if you were really changing
But instead I'm in my memories, got thought I've erasing
I just wanted you there for me through all these situations
I did it all alone I had that lean and medication
I be off the nine, I'm in the booth that's how I spend all my time
I told my Irv I want a check
He told me get on your grind
Nowadays I look for love but it's just harder to find
I just wanna be ok, so baby send me a sign
It's like I'm bleeding
Late at night when I be scheming
I be looking up there for no reason
Tell me what's the meaning
Tell me why you been the meanest
Girl I just be coping with these demons
And baby girl lately, concentrating daily
Looking for a way up out the storm when it get rainy
I be praying every night
Lord can you save me
Grandma come and visit me and tell me if you blame me
Honestly it's crazy from a distance all the storms that I measure
They don't understand my pain so they gonna say that I'm extra
My grandma gone, it's been a month
And I been feeling the pressure
No the world ain't even care
But to me you was special
I swear it would've made a difference if we here together
If I could call your name and you'll be here whenever
They say time gonna heal but I ain't feeling better
Looking at you in that casket gave me chills forever

I been lost up in my thoughts and I just don't know what to do
I been thinking 'bout my life and every thing that I've been through
I been pressured for the win so I ain't got the time to lose
But I swear I been gone for so long
I been looking for a place that I can call home
Man I guess Ima have to do this junk all on my own
And I swear I been gone for so long
Yeah Yeah Woah So Long

I been lost up in my thoughts and I just don't know what to do
I been thinking 'bout my life and every thing that I've been through
I been pressured for the win so I ain't got the time to lose
But I swear I been gone for so long
I been looking for a place that I can call home
Man I guess Ima have to do this junk all on my own
And I swear I been gone for so long
Yeah Yeah Woah So Long



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Writer(s): Gehrig Wright
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