Welcome To The Funeral
I'm not alright
It's so hard to fight
It's so hard to say words
But I might die tonight
So I get the kerosene
And burn all these memories
Because I don't know what to do
Welcome to my funeral
Stuck in this cubicle
Feeling claustrophobic
With all this pressure on my head
Just wishing I was dead
Won't be able to sleep tonight
In my bed all I see is the colour
Red dripping from my arms
Because I cut my wrists from
This pain some would say I'm
Insane for doing that, but you
Gotta learn from mistakes, just
Take out your outtakes
I guess love fades
Feels like everyone cut me off
Get so sad I drink smirnoff
Maybe I should turn off my phone
And maybe ignore all the hate
It's just giving me a fate
Feels like the devils are giving me a date
Before I end up in the graveyard
Can't help but believe them
Because I'm so scarred from my past
I'm living way too fast
They say suicide isn't worth it
But It feels like the only way out
That's when I start to doubt myself
Because my mental health
Isn't good, so I just walk around with the hood
Just putting my heart into the lyrics
But these critics say it's trash
That makes me so unmotivated
Then I blame myself for the break up
Then I take 2 xans to sleep
Thinking if I'm gonna be the next peep
I know they have the rip tweets
In the drafts ready to go, I used to make music
For the laughs, now I'm just serious about it
And I can't stop working on this album
Because i want it be the best
Like the apex legends bulletproof vest
Testing my rapping skills like it's a test
Because recently I've been a mess
I just wanted to live less
The haters said that's bless
I just have so much stress
Shout out to jess
Just hit that self destruct
Yeah
Because I know I ain't gonna make it to 21
I'm just so sad, I don't know if it's a bad thing
But these emotions need to go away while I lay in my bed
Just wanna sleep without the drugs
Yeah
It's so hard to fight
It's so hard to say words
But I might die tonight
So I get the kerosene
And burn all these memories
Because I don't know what to do
Welcome to my funeral
Stuck in this cubicle
Feeling claustrophobic
With all this pressure on my head
Just wishing I was dead
Won't be able to sleep tonight
In my bed all I see is the colour
Red dripping from my arms
Because I cut my wrists from
This pain some would say I'm
Insane for doing that, but you
Gotta learn from mistakes, just
Take out your outtakes
I guess love fades
Feels like everyone cut me off
Get so sad I drink smirnoff
Maybe I should turn off my phone
And maybe ignore all the hate
It's just giving me a fate
Feels like the devils are giving me a date
Before I end up in the graveyard
Can't help but believe them
Because I'm so scarred from my past
I'm living way too fast
They say suicide isn't worth it
But It feels like the only way out
That's when I start to doubt myself
Because my mental health
Isn't good, so I just walk around with the hood
Just putting my heart into the lyrics
But these critics say it's trash
That makes me so unmotivated
Then I blame myself for the break up
Then I take 2 xans to sleep
Thinking if I'm gonna be the next peep
I know they have the rip tweets
In the drafts ready to go, I used to make music
For the laughs, now I'm just serious about it
And I can't stop working on this album
Because i want it be the best
Like the apex legends bulletproof vest
Testing my rapping skills like it's a test
Because recently I've been a mess
I just wanted to live less
The haters said that's bless
I just have so much stress
Shout out to jess
Just hit that self destruct
Yeah
Because I know I ain't gonna make it to 21
I'm just so sad, I don't know if it's a bad thing
But these emotions need to go away while I lay in my bed
Just wanna sleep without the drugs
Yeah
Credits
Writer(s): Lucas Parton
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