Salesgirl (Demo)

Every day since you left, I'm taking it in
A strung out travesty, I got the spins
So today goes by, with just another sin
I got memories of your bullshit carved into my skin

Happiness has left me again
I don't got time to grieve a friend
Could I pay to hear you bitch?
Go ahead, give your pitch

Not a care in the world, can you believe what you see
Do a line off some girl, I'm a walking disease
It's just a way to kill the pain, when I feel trapped inside my flesh
But you got out while you could, escaped this fucking mess

Happiness has left me again
I keep it moving along, it doesn't end
I guess I'm a god damn train wreck
But you couldn't pay me to give a shit

I tried to let you back in
But you can't resist eating up the shit from our "friends"
They ran their bitching mouths, now we're ruined again
While I try to look back fondly on the love you laid to rest
To you I'm just a monster to detest and nothing less

I woke up in my bed this morning
I couldn't get up, but that saves me a buck
I turned on the TV, took in the news
Don't you fuckin' wonder why I'm singing the blues
Given an untimely fate, what else can be said?
I'll always find another way to drag my heels above my head
If I wake up in the morning, I'll make it through the day
I'll pull my feet from wasted love and finally walk away

You'd think by now you'd have grown up enough
And now I've got this monkey on my back
I thought I knew you better, I guess I shouldn't have looked
Curiosity always kills the cat

You can't put your faith in people
They'll always let you down
To romanticize is just to lie
I feel I'm sinking...
Will you let me drown?