Zygote pt. 1

If there's a time and place for action, I'd say we missed that point about a million years ago
If there's a way to split the atom, maybe that information would be best forgotten
Maybe we would all be better off if we never were
Once and for all and all for one
United we stand, divided we fall
I'm falling apart all over again

I've seen enough to know it's over. I just don't think there's any coming back from this one
You say you want a revolution, why don't you round up every single gun
It started with a bang and it will end with just the same, you wait and see
There aren't enough Lennons in the world to keep the peace

Maybe we shouldn't assume that we're here for good
Maybe we're all on a train careening toward our families
The choice to deviate is ours

This stomach ache is never-ending
These butterflies have long since died, dried up and disintegrated
I'm screaming for someone to help me but you all have been long gone
It's not your faults, I understand, life is always moving
I can't expect it to say the same but I'm afraid of change and it's sudden coming
Over time we'll grow old and wise up to the fact that we're trapped in this race we're running
I always thought and always believed that we all had purpose, have to find our meaning
In this vacuum of talent, this train careening, there's no lever to lessen this vessel speeding
From the second we're born we begin deceiving, 'til the moment we die and we cease the dreaming
There is no purpose
There is no meaning
We're all here for no fucking reason

Maybe we would be better off if we're gone for good
Maybe we took this existence thing for all it's worth
I guess we'll have to wait and see

I'm finding out I'm always wrong
I thought falling in love and falling apart were one in the same
They're two different things...
I'm an idiot
All that I've done is foil myself
Now I'm falling in love with finding it out all over again