Vintage Oahu

I been counting down three weeks until my departure
Gotta take the time to reflect upon where I started
Wasn't long ago I was digging deep in my pockets for some dollars
Now I'm paying 50k for the vaca, straight from a Ledger wallet
The hardest worker, I just hired myself
All motivational quotes cause I inspire myself
Something that I've never done is compromise with myself
Cause intuition falls apart when you rely on the help
All factual
Strategize moves, it's all tactical
Fresh off of my sabbatical, double tapping my clavicle
Throwing up peace signs
Had to leave some people behind
Residency on east side, don't vibe with my spirit
And if they really bout the beef then we can flip it and sear it
I'm oh so serious
I'm in my zone I know that you hear it
My head the clearest
Or we could just let bygones be bygones
But know the grass is greener on whichever side that I'm on
Pick a continent I'll put them first class flights on
New girl intimidated, she can't fuck me with the lights on
Girl I get it but I been this way
Ain't too many under 30 that could flex this way
Or sex this way
Or dress this way
Impress this way
Confess this way
Chase a bag and then collect this way
Tap they intellect, connect this way
Navigate through every detail then address this way
It's different with me
Perspective that I wish you could see
Genuine aura that be hard to conceive, even for me
But please, believe
I keep my ego in check
Just think I'm really at the point in which I need my respect
If I say this shit I guess I gotta say with my chest
Lemme pause though, cause really what I'm seeking is depth
So I proceed with a breath, and that relieve some anxiety
If I really start to vent you'll see a whole different side of me
This isn't bragging or boasting
This is recognizing a moment and making sure I step right to it
Doesn't work when you're passive
Tried that in the past, but I'm past that
This is life reimagined, oh so fantastic

But I just can't explain the feeling
Knowing you run it up with your toes in the sand chillen
Opening up my Mac, seen I made my parents a million
Finna stack another 20 then pass it on to my children
My ex said it ain't confirmed until it's multi
Imagine hearing that after 7 at 27
And trying not to react when you managed to manifest it
Expecting to feel the love but you met with passive aggression
It's alright
I can see regret and jealousy inside those eyes
From a distance I know what it is behind closed blinds
Actions over words I never pivot on those lines
You could have had the world but needed world to give co-sign
Signed at the bottom by yours truly
Wrong or right it's all black and white like an old movie
I give you my word that you knew me but it's a new me
My Biggest concern today is that Dave Chappelle try to sue me
I'm fucking round, lemme give that space
Girl I saw the warning signs, so I'm partially to blame
When you a victim of your thoughts it make it hard to escape
Couple of voids that won't get filled with credit cards or a safe
Cause people come, people go
People change, people grow
People stay the same
Too afraid to stray from what they know
That couldn't be me
Exposure is key
Take flights overseas
Mispronounciating half the places I be

But look what I provide to ya
If you heard I'm not the one well then somebody lied to ya
Double down and perform when the pressure applied to ya
Fuck an Off Season, my current climate is All Season
All reasons for the frequency
Hundred milligrams of the addy just to compete with me
You not that cleva
A game like a college professa or scarlet letta
Accumulating this goat cheese, it ain't just chedda
Who betta
Try an find a more passionate man
This is more than just a flash in a pan
I'll clear your plate then bring the trash to the can
Type of energy you can't understand
After this I might just dip to Japan
Or Switzerland with the fam
Or Wimbledon for the slam
Already swam in Oahu
I got the skin with the tan
You say I won't then I do
You say I can't but I can
I prove it over and over and I'll just prove it again
For real