Broken (feat. DripZero)

I'm dying
My depression is killing me
It's not happening at once and it's not quickly
But my depression is slowly killing me
Oh it's there, it's there
(Hey Spellz you made that beat?)

Days, weeks, months can go by
I feel better - Better than I ever felt before
But, it's there - I can push it down
To depths my mind rarely travels
To places i hardly know exist
But, it's there
I want to tell someone but it's hard to explain
I feel broken but on the outside I'm 'normal'
I wear a mask and appear happy to everyone
But really I've never known what happiness was
I'm broken, i beg to be fixed
Is it only me who can fix myself
Can i be helped, can i be saved
Old memories begin to flood
Never the good, always the bad
I dwell on the past and i fear for the future
Time seems to be my greatest enemy
I remain hopeful, that one day this will all go away
That the bad thoughts will be a thing of the past
But it's there and will always be there
Man this life shit just don't seem fair
And I feel so God damn unprepared
Wish my pain could just go away
I Wish I could just make it to another day
I Wish I could just take back all my mistakes
But at the end everything will be okay

I could feel the pain all deep inside
You can see the tears behind my eyes
Feeling like something isn't right
Imma take off into the night
Feeling like Kal-El Kryptonite
Lemme start over over right
Talking that talk you got me tight
You don't know a thing about my life
Better keep it moving and stepping
And I don't give a fuck who you repping
Cuz I carry this pole like a weapon
If I miss better call it a blessing
Push your luck tryna test my aggression
Never know how I get through depression
Take you down we ain't going to heaven
Pray to God you don't know who you testing
Cuz we steady and moving in silence
Almost there we can see the Horizon
Hit her raw they gone call me a lion
We gone sneak on they ass like a virus
Have you licking my boot like your highness
Need a trip I might go to the islands
Fuck it up we gone start an alliance

We just looking for money and guidance
We just looking for money and guidance
We just looking for money and guidance
I'm broken I beg to be fixed
We just looking for money and guidance
I'm broken I beg to be fixed
Money - money and guidance
I'm broken I beg to be fixed is it only me who can fix myself



Credits
Writer(s): Joshua Rodriguez
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