ALIVE

I don't wanna think about it
I ain't tryna hear what's in my head
I always put my soul into it
Stop loving myself for you instead
Forget to see the good around me
I know that I deserve much more than this
I guess I gotta be more selfish
It's time that I control and manifest

Cause I can think about the way you pulled me closer
But every time I let you in I'm never sober
And this is not the way I pictured growing older
But I can try to figure it out, I can try to figure it out ya

I wanna be good when I'm just by myself
I wanna learn to live without needing the help
I wanna see the light without using your eyes
Not scared of the fall cause I feel more ALIVE
Don't wanna depend on another for love
Miss me with that shit, I know I am enough
I wanna see the light only using my eyes
Not scared of the fall cause I feel more ALIVE

I used to seek the affirmations
Whispering assurance in my ear
Happiness was temporary
I need to learn to grow from my own fears
Wish that I was thankful for the good days
I don't know why I hold onto the bad
But time is of the essence, I wanna look back and laugh

And now I think about the way you held me closer
But having you could not replace, it was already over
And this is not the way I see myself growing older
But I promise I will figure it out
I promise I will figure it out

I wanna be good when I'm just by myself
I wanna learn to live without needing the help
I wanna see the light without using your eyes
Not scared of the fall cause I feel more ALIVE
Don't wanna depend on another for love
Miss me with that shit, I know I am enough
I wanna see the light only using my eyes
Not scared of the fall cause I feel more ALIVE

Ohh, Ohh, Ohh, Ohh
I know, I know
I know, I know
Baby don't say something, I don't think you should
Baby don't say something, I don't think you should
Baby don't say something, I don't think you should
You wishin' you would say something but
I know by myself I'm good