I Wish I Didn't Love You

I wish I didn't love you
These emotions are so real
All the ways you make me feel just prove
I love you
Wondering if you're doing fine
Shouldn't care, cuz you're not mine
Can't help but love you
For the times you helped me see
There was nothing wrong with me
You made me love you
By the way you understood when I thought no one else would

Lord I'm so tired of the way
My heart just never seems to stay
In realms of safety always playing well with fire
I wish that I could make the right, the wise decisions with my life
And not be always led away by my desires

Cuz I desire to love you
Be the one who helps you grow
And the one who lets you know how Jesus loves you
That even past the wrongs you've done to me and others
He's the one who truly loves you
And He can gather scattered parts, heal the places in your heart
You're hiding from me
And I don't even have to know, if you would only let Him show

Open your heart to understand
He's made you more than just a man
And that you've barely seen the plan that He has for you
I might not be the one to go there with you
May not need to know the details of the life He'll show
What He's planned for you

That's for the one who loves you
You've decided that's not me
And that I'm not meant to be the one who loves you
Who gets to hold you when you cry
Be the one to tell you why my heart still loves you
Cuz I can see you through His eyes, but now I realize that
You won't let me love you
Gotta let these feelings go because you don't wanna know

I'm just so tired of the way
Your heart just never seems to stay
In realms of safety, always playing well with fire
I wish that you could make the right, the wise decisions with your life
And not be always led away by your desire

I hope that someone loves you (I wish, I wish, I wish)
Half as much as I love you (I wish, I wish, I wish)
My prayer is that you love, too (I wish, I wish, I wish)
So that you two can love through (I wish, I wish, I wish)
Whatever, whatever Jesus does in you



Credits
Writer(s): Jewell Booker
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