Battles With Myself At Midnight! - Alternate Version

All these things coming for me now
I'm calling out do they hear me now
I been praying I been praying out loud
Battles with myself keep it inside
Deep down plot twists I been
Stressing inside out fighting these
Battles on battles

All these things coming for me now
I'm calling out do they hear me now
Almost never happy with myself
Couple stars I'm shooting for
Looking at the clock
Wishing the time would go by quicker
This time it's different
This time it's different friends peaked in and out

Changed my mentality on my surroundings like
What's the future holding for me?
Don't need to count blessings other then family
What's the use if I know it won't last long?

My brothers give me pointers
I don't question I just listen
Got a grim war of all my doubters and haters
Looking at them as if they were my kids

Caught the Win without a muscle
I call up DL like "Yo, let's toast"
I'm someone that's walked in and out of the flames
Mentally and physically
But on the flip side I still manage to hold on
While flying under the radar
If you look in threw my perspective
I'm just searching for my inner self

If you lived like me with no creativity
Mental unstableness watching your
6 at all times because upstairs
You think somebody coming for the crown
Getting passed up for somebody else's visions
Like nah, nah
Like nah

All these things coming for me now
I'm calling out do they hear me now
I been praying I been praying out loud
Battles with myself keep it inside
Deep down plot twists I been
Stressing inside out fighting these
Battles on battles

Ride with me ride with me
Actions speaking plenty more then words
Last night I met the Jabberwock
And came out undefeated because
I been thinking vertical never
Horizontal know my worth won't settle

For less their is more land to cover
And more miles to walk made
A couple songs to help cope with myself
But it only turned the public's eye

I guess I was never the popular type
Just wishing on a prayer 18 years
No one loved me I don't even know
How I got through it all god
If you're watching I need a sign I can't do
This anymore I really can't do this no more

If you can relate to what I'm saying
Please hold your hands up high
And rap this next part with me
Your great just believe it
Stop worrying about their opinions, yeah
Ride with me ride with me

All these things coming for me now
I'm calling out do they hear me now
I been praying I been praying out loud
I been praying I been praying out loud
Battles with myself keep it inside
Deep down plot twists I been
Stressing inside out fighting these
Battles on battles
On battles, on battles

All these things coming for me now
I'm calling out do they hear me now
Do they hear me now? (hear me now)

I been praying I been praying out loud
I been praying out loud, yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Benjamin James Sutton, Arafat Khasratov
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