The Call

I was always feeling so down
Mind was spinning faster no marry go round
Missing love my father it's never been found
Years I searched like an addict a gift or a curse
Never been worse to much emotion I looked like a clown
About this life man I got a million questions
I thought a father was to teach his son these lessons
Vocally hurt about I was the first to shout this hatred out my mouth
But it turns out that he's been such a blessing
My mother had me right there by herself
On that bathroom floor never asked for some help
Conceived by one of the greatest woman
Who said no to abortion she's a queen so hand her the belt
She saved me never raised me but gave me to a lady
That praised me and bravely loved me like herself
That was Gods Work it was no one else's
I give Him praise He hands out gifts allows me to announce it
I serve Him in this fight word hymns every night
He gives me insight financial advice the best accountant
Promised my mom I would make the league
Faithfully worked to achieve goals they said were make believe
Prophetic visions locked I take the keys
Steady walking in my faith don't chase what they can see
Thirsty women money fame
Fighting to maintain sanity vanity's rampantly obtained provoke the pain
I proudly claim that I'm unashamed
In me's a flame understanding gained
Grand exchange he took a broken heart repaired it branded plain
Grand exchange He took a broken heart repaired it branded plain
Now I can withstand the rain
Believably I can see the greed never peacefully
Got intellect that creates a need blinded minds I feed
His word I read to protect the heart dripping down my sleeve
I've come this far still a ways to go
But I'm on par so I take it slow
I'm living out what I preach my faith will guide my sneaks
Re-up on ammo and camouflage to supply my weeks
I know I'm trip a bit I'm only human
God still moves in me guiding me I'm the one He's using
My prides the only thing I let down
Heavenly Father said I've never been a let down
Received His love and it really does
Have everything I needed from the jump there He really was
Just scanning the horizons calling my name I didn't budge
But soon the weight was lifted pain was shifted He didn't judge
Perspectives changed life's not a threat because I'm stronger now
I live to make Him proud it shouldn't take much longer now
He's gone finish what He started
Entrusted with a Kingdom never leave treasure unguarded
Now people think I'm crazy like retarded
But I just found the truth and now the worlds outsmarted
I spread it to the youth that's never felt regarded
As special in their use so now corruption has been started
Everyday the murder rates increase nurture at its least
I can hear the murmur of the beast
I've never been more firmer in my speech, never tryna preach
I just see the lost aren't out of reach
I found my purpose so I carry through
Do my best equip the minds of what is very true
Deception is increasing and it's rarely viewed
Stories that we need to hear don't ever make the daily news
What needs to be known I speak about
Fire in my heart a passionate man Christ Jesus is leaking out
He told me run away from the deception
Music industries is stealing identities by the second
Transparent in my confessions, ye
The pride of life will decide who might get the death penalty, where the refs went
Don't believe the lie that you are in charge to find out breaths spent
I had to loose my life to gain it
I was obsessed with entertainment, I messed with deadly arrangements
Men will love your life when you popping, tell you anything
World full of many kings, lying wasn't my option
But still I lied to myself, acquired no help, I tried to reside in feelings of wealth
Ran from a love that I needed, temporarily defeated
But he did what we needed His names Jesus that's the secret
Receive salvation you can keep it, dare to seek it
I'm speaking the only thing I believe in
Stealing lying and cheating most people I never needed
Call me conceited, old me's are dead and gone devils grieving
I'm seeing way bigger pictures
View the state of the world, desperate I just look to the scriptures
Holy Spirit reveal yourself to me
Go forth before me renew my strength put pride on the shelf for me
Used to chase heartaches I didn't partake in moving stealthily
Now I live Gods way but my compadres keep raising hell for me, but I
Remain tied to His will
Keep my eye on the prize that I try and strive to fulfill
Give him all my ability, cuz he gave me my skill
Watch the devil try riddle me, I just tell him to chill, chill I just tell him to chill
Love overflowing almighty's keeping me filled
Everyday a new test
Never waste what is given freely there's someone who's next
Ain't talking next to blow man
I'm talking next to go man
The devils out here just eating souls like they vegetables
All I speak is life
Word to my mentors right, gives unique insight
Keeps my beliefs in tight
Because what you believe in matters
Christ my foundation now stable most of my patterns
Newfound relations I'm saved in
Grace is what I'm engaged in
Pound for pound let it weigh in
Goes round for round sinners payment
It goes round for round sinners payments

His perfection took the blame of my crooked lane so amazing, ye
His perfection took the blame of my crooked lane so amazing, ye
His perfection too the blame of my crooked lane so amazing