Paranoid

Yeah

Should I let go
And just give up
On something that I work so hard for
It's the timing
But the time flies by so quick
I can't even keep my eyes closed
I'm lonely
But my hearts so cold that's why
I keep it on the down low
You don't know me
But you feel my pain through my words
Of the song that are spoken

I'm Paranoid
I'm Paranoid oh oh
I said I'm Paranoid
I'm Paranoid oh oh

Stressful situations I'm in
I'm uncomfortable
Well everyone is
It's not just you flipping through emotions
You want change than you gotta be devoted

Own lane where I'm at
You can quote that

No fame but
My songs still run laps

No pain than you better
Get your heart back

Don't say it was
When your the one who fell flat

But I won't play the blame game
Cuz if I gotta own up to it
No i won't shed shame
I gotta dig deeper
Y'all on the same thing
It has no meaning
Sorry I'm painting the bigger picture

With my pen and pad
It's how I vent I don't need nobody holding my hand
I make myself better
Now they tryna find out my plans to find where I am
Just know it's me who's taking the chance I mean

Should I let go
And just give up
On something that I work so hard for
It's the timing
But the time flies by so quick
I can't even keep my eyes closed
I'm lonely
But my hearts so cold that's why
I keep it on the down low
You don't know me
But you feel my pain through my words
Of the song that are spoken

I'm Paranoid
I'm Paranoid oh oh
I said I'm Paranoid
I'm Paranoid oh oh

A hard pill to swallow
Moms in the ER I can't get no convos
Bloods rushing from her head doc
"What's the problem,
Can you tell me anything
I'll go and give you some dollars
I don't mean to holler
I just want to know the truth"
She said
"Your mom was beat and left for dead up in Her room
By a Lyft driver"
Wait I don't mean to get caught up
But I might go and stick a knife in this sick bastard
But than I'm just like him so it don't matter
It's kinda fucked up right yeah it's so tragic

No justice was done
So it's fuck the system
Couple bucks for the bail
And he's back to living
You should rot inside a cell
Nobody would miss you
And if I end up in hell I'm coming up to get you

Spit missiles
I don't need to shoot no pistols
Cock back aim
Truthfully it's not that simple

Why am I stuck in my ways
I try my hardest but part of me still feels ashamed
No it's not hard to believe
That I put the work in but sometimes i don't feel that way
I gotta get it together or else Ima grow up and I'll be regretting some things
That you could've done
But you never did so how bout you go make a change

I never live out of jealousy
I've been in my element so I don't hear what your telling me
I'm too elegant with proper etiquette in society
I've been doing everything I can to turn to a veteran
Head of my time
I'm on the rise
Dead or alive
I'm one of a kind
Don't ever say I never could rhyme
I'm better than most
But y'all love to listen to lies
I've entered my prime
It's time for you to open your eyes I mean

Should I let go
And just give up
On something that I work so hard for
It's the timing
But the time flies by so quick
I can't even keep my eyes closed
I'm lonely
But my hearts so cold that's why
I keep it on the down low
You don't know me
But you feel my pain through my words
Of the song that are spoken

I'm Paranoid
I'm Paranoid oh oh
I said I'm Paranoid
I'm Paranoid oh oh



Credits
Writer(s): Jacob Davenport
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