Dimensional Turmoil

Tell me all about it
Falling out my state of limbo
With all my doubts I made official
All I can show is the growth
You was paying for it the most
Only forward we go
At it alone
Only then am I dreading what's up ahead
My vision tears
Need my mind back
For he who cares
I was not that
We declare that time act as a cage
Captured by age
Was it love if it leave you unscathed
Seeing us on one page
But on the other we was clueless of each other
Before you go
I propose from outside the fishbowl
And give the dice a blow with every roll
Whatever thicken my chances
Given glances at the world that would spawn from my choice
To have and destroy
The paths of a boy
Now this grasp on my voice
Speak maturity
Busy watching what ifs
Never content with currently
Getting hurt to see
Still leave scars if they caused inadvertently
And still never deserted me
My plague is
Living like I'm in constant danger
Rifts open seeing how this would play if we was strangers
Got me sick to my stomach
Picking and plucking all my false steps that got us here
All my flaws like I aint hear
You think the devil never seen his self in the mirror
As we would clash wear my smile as a mask
And to the tile with my ash
Another sucka problem
Like to say I understand
But I cant fucking call it
My head a mesh of dimensions
One I enter then the rest is all that I remember
But who to tell
Body hold together pieces of myself
Appreciate you thinking you can help
Misdirection got me seeking only wealth
Love out loud impeding on my stealth
But it's prolly better for my health

Appreciate you thinking you can help
Misdirection got me seeking only wealth
Love out loud impeding on my stealth
But it's prolly better for my health

Misdirection got me seeking only wealth
Love out loud impeding on my stealth
But it's prolly better for my health