TOOTHPaste

Toothpaste been run out for two days I can't say
Lost track of time in four walls, I get jaded
Pinky finger will I got none to save
Wish I came out with a cool tape like Lupe
Wish I got paid, only hope I get played
Less I got played, by intuitions and better wishes
Man I'm feeling sick with it, I can't stick with this
The doctor told me my body ain't used to it
Shit, I haven't been outside in a minute
What's living? To make a living off a nothing
Then what's dying? If u had nothing to lose, shit
I'm getting pissed, cuz lately I've been pressed
Maybe depressed, cuz I lose all motivation

My mother told me it was the Vitamin D
But what she can't see, is my feelings to be
Something more than just a college degree
Financial freedom dreams, it's the powers that be

I'm rolling off the deep end
Nobody can stop me
Once I start overthinking
Nobody can stop me
It's getting cold this season
Nobody can stop me
But when I get the ball rolling
Somebody, please stop me

I'm just going through the motions

The vitamin D
My feelings to be
A college degree

Fully in denial, I hate myself and I hate my problems
Only make music to get distracted, cuz life was just a bit too tragic
A bit too real, might burn myself to make sure I still feel
Yeah, Maybe I'll heal, maybe I won't, but I'll take that chance
Take that dance, one step then to France
Macabre, yeah, pardon my French
I hate staying bench so I'll pick up the wrench
Pick up the pieces just to destroy it
I hate assumptions, I been on some shit
Never took a hit, so I can't even quit it
Can't blame my shit on some dumb addiction