The End

I had an episode again
I cried the mirror's listening
I wrote a song about you
Recycled words that I use
I hit myself in the face
My reflection's a disgrace
I tell myself it's human
To fight a war when you losing
Can I cry cry cry again
Can I lie lie lie again
They can say say gay's a sin
Yea bitch I'm listening
Will you run run run away
Will you go or fucking stay
They can say say kill the gay
And I'll remember that

So you can say I'm perfect
But I'm hurting
Can't smell with all this smoke from a gun
I really did try
To realize
That you were never really the one
And now I guess it's the end
And now I guess it's the end
And now I guess it's the end
For us
And now I guess it's the end
Where do I re-begin
Oh now I guess it's the end
For Kota
(Fuck that)

Said tell me would I find a guy just to think I'm in love
And then live lie with the threat of a gun
Just to break my mind cause he's not the one
And then you realize that you can't find love
Cause your heart is cold and your mind is numb
So you write a song and think it's the end
Cause this is not the end of me
No this is not the end of me
Yea this is not the end of me
Baby I love me
(Oh I'm caught up, I'm in harmony)