I. Please Don't Leave Me Here Alone

Please, I'm feeling broken
Lacking solace
Addicted to the buzz
The silence
Addicted to the feeling
I could leave
Addicted to the numbing of these memories
I miss the breeze, the beauty scene, before all of this shit been done to me
It ain't fun for me
Lived most of my life without
Now I'm stuck with drugs, just to see
Just to breathe
Just to feel
The need to be
The need to move on from broken leaves
Broken trees
Icy roads
Cold and free
That's what's they tell me
I can tell you I ain't free
Got a grip around my neck
The demons are controlling me
I'd be grateful just to ever see
Please, a life without these
A life without this
But it's not a promise for me
I don't deserve bliss
I don't deserve love
I only deserve a curse
This pull to drink till I'm in the back of a hearse
You don't deserve this
But I need you
It's breaks my heart
You think that I'm see through
But I don't know where to start
Goddamnit I just need you

Please don't leave me here alone, alone
Please don't leave me on my own
Please don't leave me here alone, alone
Please don't leave me on my own

Please, I'm feeling so broken
Feeling so scared
In love with the puzzling question of care
(If, if)
If you were there
(If, if)
If you were not
Would you still love me
If not for the pot
The shit I forgot
Right on the spot
Exciting the buzz
Love getting caught
Fighting me cuz
I love you a lot
I put myself second
Feelings secondary
But the money goes to drugs first
Told by a canary
No boundaries to assert
My pain is not worth sharing
Despite how much it hurts
I'm not sure who is still caring
Who still wants to hear it
Who still wants to see me
I'm not sure who would care
If they saw me dead on TV
I mean it, no other meaning
Demeaning perhaps
I'm fiending so might as well say it as fact
I scream and laugh, this panic attack
I'm breaking down, losing shit
I don't know how to cope
I'm making sound, confusing it
Choking on a rope
I'm faking ground, try to quit
My body saying nope
Don't wait around, can't commit
To giving up my hope

Please don't leave me here alone, alone
Please don't leave me on my own
Please don't leave me here alone, alone
Please don't leave me on my own

In love with a demon
I know what you're feeling
A feeling, no healing
Don't make it appealing
Concealing, or trying
Till I'm done dying
Celia, Celia
Is that what you're feeling?
I'm so unhinged, could swing from the ceiling
This effortless binge, and yet I'm now kneeling
I'm drowning my pain, you're the one reeling
Compound in my brain, no way I'm healing
Celia, Celia
Don't let me go
Celia, Celia
Don't let it show
Celia, Celia
Don't let me go
Celia, Celia
Why is it no?
Celia, Celia
Don't let me go
Celia, Celia
Don't let it show
Celia, Celia
Don't let me go
Celia, Celia
Why is it no?

Please don't leave me here alone, alone
Please don't leave me on my own
Please don't leave me here alone, alone
Please don't leave me on my own
Please don't leave me here alone, alone
Please don't leave me on my own
Please don't leave me here alone, alone
Please don't leave me on my own



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Writer(s): Ryan Serebro
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