end of it all

Never thought that things could be completely taken from me
One day it's all here the next it's gone
My future, my plans, everything laid out, ready to flee
All went to waste, it's now my lost thoughts

Sometimes i'm just thinkin' bout reese's pieces in my mind
Taki chip crumbs on my bed
Getting all up in my head
People seem to be finding new addictions
Maybe i should find one to
Not nicotine, but mcdonald's
Others might be crazy enough to go a bit farther
Like crack cocaine like morgan does
Crack in the wagon from oregon
But i miss the sun
Miss the light
Ya i wanna go out in the night
Think were far away from bright
Far from when things will be right

My future, my plans, everything laid out, ready to flee
All went to waste, it's now my lost thoughts

Is this really the end of it all
Cause
I still have so much, we can't leave now
I've found why i'm living, so why is this happening now?
Please no, please just let me stay a bit longer

I finally found the peace that i was looking so hard for
But what it ended up being was a blessing with a curse
I'm kept locked in, no way out of these four walls
Be careful what you wish for, don't trip and fall into mistakes
You're better than that
Now you can put your mind to things
Things you would have never seen
5 months ago or a whole year back
Now it really feels like things are ending pretty soon
Before i would've never done this
I don't think my time is up

My future, my plans, everything laid out, ready to flee
All went to waste, it's now my lost thoughts

Is this really the end of it all
Cause
I still have so much, we can't leave now
I've found why i'm living, so why is this happening now?
Please no, please just let me stay a bit longer