I'm Not Emo (I'm Just Sad)

Flashback to New Years Eve
Can't recall the year but it was you and me
Stayed up late that night
Just to hear your thoughts
At times I see your face
Across the road out driving late
Turn back to double take
How could I forget you?

Step back
Relapse
To what I was before
In my eyes
I've realised
I don't want this anymore

I'm not who I wanna be
All I have are memories
When I was young
Thinking about how far I've come
Tell me all the things I wanna hear
I love you dear but I need you here
I won't let my past define me
I'll let your spirit guide me

Got lost when I found my calling
Gave it up to stop from falling
Down a rabbit hole that leads me
Into ruin
I took some time away
Listen to those around me
To justify my selfish meaning
I can't amount to nothing

I'm not who I wanna be
All I have are memories
When I was young
Thinking about how far I've come
Tell me all the things I wanna hear
I love you dear but I need you here
I won't let my past define me
I'll let your spirit guide me

And it's all for what?
I can't abstain for you
Not anymore, not anymore
I can't just wait around
I've gotta get up off the ground
To make my way out
To make my way out

I'm not who I wanna be
All I have are memories
When I was young
Thinking about how far I've come
Tell me all the things I wanna hear
I love you dear but I need you here
I won't let my past define me
I'll let your spirit guide me



Credits
Writer(s): Jordan Brouwer
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