Cloudy Skies

Yeah... I don't know man
This is... all I really have left you know?
All that I really care about...
And it has to work, if it doesn't... then...

Yeah
Just another day I'm seeing cloudy skies
I can't even think it's getting loud inside
I might be a man but I still proudly cry
It's just another fuckin' day where imma pout and whine
Yeah
Just another day I'm seeing cloudy skies
I can't even think it's getting loud inside
I might be a man but I still proudly cry
It's just another fuckin' day where imma pout and whine

It don't seem like I can catch a break, I been
In my head I haven't left for days, wrote
Bad luck then it got sent my way
It feels like I everything I worked for got set to flames
Now, I don't know if I should go rebuild this shit
But anxiety is wicked I should kill this bitch
Every time I say that imma flip this switch
I get lost, like why the fuck I feel this sick?
Yeah, I don't know if I can find a way to leave
Cuz, I won't find a place I think is safe for me
Everywhere I go I bring this pain with me
It's like, every problem now is just the same to me
Yeah, I don't even know if I could tell the difference
Devil on my shoulder always yells and bitches
Still when I'm with family I just help and listen
Because they don't need to know about my self-depiction
Every day is worse now I'm dark inside
Wonder what it's gonna take for me to spark my life
I can feel the hate in me it starts to rise
Now I'm pissed, cuz I don't wanna be that guy
Look, everyday I live I think I'm empty
Suicidal thoughts are getting tempting
I don't wanna feel like this is ending
But even with the meds, every thought has been depressing
Yeah, I can't even help it now I'm helpless
All I've ever known is to be selfless
Maybe I should go and just be selfish
But then I wouldn't even be my motherfuckin self, its

Just another day I'm seeing cloudy skies
I can't even think it's getting loud inside
I might be a man but I still proudly cry
It's just another fuckin' day where imma pout and whine
Yeah
Just another day I'm seeing cloudy skies
I can't even think it's getting loud inside
I might be a man but I still proudly cry
It's just another fuckin' day where imma pout and whine
Yeah
Just another day I'm seeing cloudy skies
I can't even think it's getting loud inside
I might be a man but I still proudly cry
It's just another fuckin' day where imma pout and whine
Yeah



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Writer(s): Alex Seewald
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