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All my thoughts are giving me this sense of dread
Well I'm trying but I know I'm not ready yet
Time goes by so slowly
I lie down on my bed
It's getting darker but I try to play pretend

I waited for the right time
The right time never came
I'm still dreaming but it's so far

I think too much
Drowning every day
I think too much
Can I cut this chain
What you want is what you see
Maybe one day I'll be free
Until then I'll just go forward
I cannot leave

Let me go, just turn off the lights
I keep hearing all these whispers
They just wanna go outside
But I know if I believe them
Nothing good will arrive
'Cause I know that they are trying
To just bury me inside

There's a meaning that I'm finding
There's a lot I won't forget
After all an aimless life
It's the one thing I'll regret
Can I write myself the story
Maybe someone wrote the end
In the end, I'll never know
But why do I still care

I waited for the right time
The right time never came
I'm still dreaming but it's so damn far

I think too much
Drowning every day
I think too much
Can I cut this chain
What you want is what you see
Maybe one day I'll be free
Until then I'll just go forward
I cannot leave
(Just give it up yeah, just give it up yeah)
I'll stay
(Just give it up yeah, just give it up yeah)

A meaning that I'm finding
There's a lot I won't forget
After all an aimless life
It's the one thing I'll regret

I think too much
Drowning every day
I think too much
Can I cut this chain
What you want is what you see
Maybe one day I'll be free
Until then I'll just go forward
I cannot
Forward, I cannot leave