Luck in Nonautonomy

Days, my mind's an utter mess and then
You come out of the memory scene
Beloved daydream
That puts me back on track and routine

Nights, the gears they turn obsessively
Like a dog barking up a tree
Until you bring to me
The key that lets me sleep so dovishly

Five back and forths ago
Three ways you showed me so
To be your confidant says I've won

Why do we find ways to feel
So guilty of our instincts
When we all know the appeal
It's something truly distinct

Peach of mind is hard to find 'til you're near me

Finally it's past me now that I've entered your tower

I'm so lucky to found your cuz man
We're all aimless and caught by greed
That's just no way to be
It straps us to our bond of ennui

But under both our spells we became
Sightless to all the prophecies
Of hypno-tyranny
And reclaim faith in willful clarity

Five back and forths ago
Three ways you showed me so
To be your confidant says I've won

Why do we find ways to feel
So guilty of our instincts
When we all know the appeal
It's something truly distinct

Peach of mind is hard to find 'til you're near me

And though the world's in a bind
I keep you close in my mind
And though the world's in a bind
I keep you close in my mind

Finally it's past me now that I've entered your tower