Funny How The World Is

You know it's funny how the world is
Glorifying depression like it's some god or idol
Suicide is not the way to go
But all these young rappers are dying early
Young people are killing themselves
Just because a song said so
Y'know it really is funny how the world is

I'm feelin' suicidal like an ostrich
I'm ostracized like a double XL fuck up in size
I don't see much support but I'm full to the neg (Neck)
If only you could fill my plate with the hate instead
I'd be the richest man, get bitches mad and snitches sad
Like they typing out hexes with the witches' hats
I don't really have the time to look up your @
Fuck a hook, fuck a verse I'm speaking out instead
Now it's time to switch up on the rhyme scheme
Cz old heads don't like it when I repeat
I guess they find it too fucking cheesy
Like a big mac rotting in their backseat
This beat is instrumental to the mental
Gotta get the weight off my sandal
Now kick back and relax, don't relapse
Don't send caps, I'll speak facts
It's funny how the world is

It's funny how the world tells
You to dream big and then
When you're going after them
They say you're not big enough
Or your dreams aren't small enough for you to achieve
You know it's really funny how the world is
And uh we should really get that in check
Y'know

Listen I got
Big dreams of big screens with my team
But sometimes I pipedream about things
I can't see or can't meet or can't be
You mad that you drive in a camry
I can't be the man that you wanna be
My life's been tainted by Mephistopheles
So busy with the things being thrown at me
I forgot just who I used to be
In all honesty, I'm way too busy to bother
I'm tired of backstabbers calling me brother
I wake up to nightmares of losing mom
I look into mirrors, see what I've become
I avoid the drama and just go with how life is
If she wanna leave then she not who my wife is
If I lose a friend then I guess it's how life is
If I lose a friend then I guess it's how life is

It's funny how the world is distorting
The idea of love with lust
It's funny how we've gone from buying flowers to drugs
It's funny how we used to say that "God is love" and
Attack different religions
I believe there's only one God
But you know, it's funny how the world is

Why does falling in love feel like a nightmare
I can't feel my heart even though it's right there
Falling in style like I'm Buzz Lightyear
Crying inside but I can't cry tears
Is it really love or infatuated lust
Think I've had enough, bitch, it's my last
Failing in love, can't keep my grades up
Can't blow up. I'm pinned, no nades out
Everybody just wants a little piece o this
But you know it's a risk, it's a hit or miss
Life, in short, is an epic tragedy
I'm optimistic so a blessing I consider it
You gotta pay for everything you do and get
It's not a flash sale and I won't sell my soul for that
I'm trynna find God in my sins' aftermath
God is unity, religion is division

All these are just ideas to make you question yourself
To make you question something that's bigger than yourself
Suicide is not the answer. You can always live
You can always have fun
You can always find the dream that you longed for
And then you can always run after it and then you can achieve it
You can always find the love that you've been looking for
The love that you've been lacking and then you can get it
You, as a person, are worth everything
You can always find God in the little things that you
See, feel, touch, hear
God is in the details