Madison

I melted every brain cell in my head
Staring at my phone in bed
Don't even know what I was feeling
As I stared up at the ceiling
My mother tells me I look tired
But what does she know, I'm clearly alright
Apart from every morning spent
Wishing that I was still sleeping

Yeah, I guess I could be happier
I suppose I could be less of a dick
And yes, I've been a regular
At the bar where you drink
'Cause I like how you think

Oh, Madison, Madison
Oh, I've been thinkin' how you been, how you been?
I told you every single secret, and you sat there silent
I needed you then, now I need you again, Madison

God, you wear that shirt so well
If you're not perfect, I can't tell
Can I be your sister or your daughter
Or your houseplant in the corner?
And then I'd be happier
'Cause I'd never have to think for myself
So can I call you, can I see you?

Oh, Madison, Madison
Oh, I've been thinkin' how you been, how you been?
I told you every single secret, and you sat there silent
I needed you then, now I need you again

And you said I could be happier
In that moment, I knew it was true
And this sadness is familiar
I don't know where you're at
Won't you please call me back?

Oh, oh, oh, Madison, Madison
Oh, I've been thinkin' how you been, how you been?
I told you every single secret, and you sat there silent
You sat there silent

Madison, Madison
Do you ever think about me just pouring my heart out?
Every single secret and you sat there silent
I needed you then, now I need you again, Madison