There's No Autumn Here

There's no autumn here
the leaves just turn from green to grey in a day

It feels like nothing's changed
It's the same picture in a different frame

I'm not alright
and I don't know why
at this point
I'm just searching, I'm searching for signs

(I don't wanna run, I don't wanna hide)
I'm not alright
(I don't want to be, so scared to die)
And I don't know why
(I don't wanna run, I don't wanna hide)
At this point
(I don't know where to go, so I'm searching for signs)
I'm just searching, I'm searching for signs

To tell me where to go
because I can't stay home

When I close my eyes
and think about my life
All I remember are the times I felt defeated
under the couch where I am seated are the missing pieces that I never found
I'm amazed that I'm still around

Now I live in
more flashbacks than I do in real time
can someone offer me a remedy,
or just a piece of their peace of mind

Like a cavalry
armor clad black, on their steeds
driving their lances through
every single good feeling in me

I'm not alright
and I don't know why
at this point
I'm just searching, Im searching for signs

The picture is the same
just in a different frame

I used to sit on the third story ledge
and look down cus I wasn't scared
now the slightest inconsistency
incapacitates me
I fear im beyond repair



Credits
Writer(s): Bryan Natole, Andre Valerio, Mat Rienecker, Gerry Windus, Stephen Hallam
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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