Nights Like This

It's nights like this I
Guess I wish I
Was more like you I
Wish I was as easily amused as the rest are
As the rest are
Instead I'm rolling up Nirvana on a
Quest for Nirvana drawing a
Blank it's best to find a
Pen and get to drawing
I ain't with the drama drama
I'm the only one I count on on account of
Mama fucking prima donna
Lord I don't even wanna
Be a rapper anymore no I just wanna
Live life you know like a normal guy
Maybe have a couple kids
If I had a normal wife to fertilize
For the past 3-65 multiplied
By 8 plus 2
I been outta touch to afraid
To let anybody get to close to
Me and what I hold so close to
I feel like nobody else
Knows what I go through

It's nights like this I
Wish I was rich I
Wish I was pushing that benz
On nights like this I
Stick to myself
All by myself man
Fuck my friends I
Really hate nights like this
Cause nights like this
Feel like they're never gonna end
When's it gonna end
When's it gonna end
When's it gonna end
When is it gonna pay dividends

Fucking frustrated haven't made it yet
What the fuck if I make it it means I'm in debt
What am I in a hurry for what do I expect
Fucking make this shit for me
Fuck if we don't connect
Fucking major labels independents
Any way you choose
Someone cuts a check
Have to pay the piper
Money gets me hyper
Sucker free my cypher
While that Nirvana gets me higher
Listen to me Mick
Not to shit on ya shit
When I call the shit ya shit
But they go crazy in places
Every time we play ya shit
Again not to say ya shit is shit
It's hot as satan shit
Save the shit
Why so quick to label it
Why so quick to ship it off
If it's sinking save the ship
Don't play the game pimp it pimp
Prepare to blow like a blimp
Be patient don't be a wimp
On nights like this its a trip
It's a trip
It's a trip trip trip trip trip

It's nights like this I
Wish I was rich I
Wish I was pushing that benz
On nights like this I
Stick to myself
All by myself man
Fuck my friends I
Really hate nights like this
Cause nights like this
Feel like they're never gonna end
When's it gonna end
When's it gonna end
When's it gonna end
When is it gonna pay dividends

What you are feeling is the culmination
Of spending 8 years locked inside a basement
Blood sweat tears those aren't metaphors
Those, they're just the chores
Sure of course
It sucks when your struggling
To hold onto a buck got
Nothing in the oven
And the bills backed up but
Whats a struggle without struggling
The key is to embrace it appreciate it
And always remember
You wouldn't of made it this far
If you hadn't fallen in love with it
I love it I love it
I fucking love it
Feed me the shit
I'll fucking shove it
No need to make a big deal out of it
It's nights like this that I covet
It's nights like this that I wish I was above it
Ahhh how I wish I was above it

It's nights like this I
Wish I was rich I
Wish I was pushing that benz
On nights like this I
Stick to myself
All by myself man
Fuck my friends I
Really hate nights like this
Cause nights like this
Feel like they're never gonna end
When's it gonna end
When's it gonna end
When's it gonna end
When is it gonna pay dividends