Love Myself

I've been dying to call ya
I've been dying to text you
But then I rethink it
And remember the issues
I'm holding it back
Everything that I feel
Cause I'm to exhausted
To make a big deal
But that doesn't mean
That my heart doesn't hurt
I'm so used to pain
I wear it like a shirt

Ooh, I can't do this again
It's like I'm losing my mind
I ain't been sleeping for days
It's like you're eating me alive

Scary that I'm not
Surprised anymore
The pain doesn't hurt
Like before, no

You we're leading me on
Until the day you got bored of me
Now I'm just stringing along
To all the lies you unfold to me
Well I've got to admit
That it's kind of embarrassing
That I let myself
Stooped so low that I lost myself again

It's like no matter what I do
You always seem to find a flaw
Know I tried my best for you
Too bad you wouldn't let me through

Trust me I really
Loved you
But I learned to love
Myself more