Believing

I've been meddlin' around top down
To try to make it better
I've been closing up my mind
To somehow make it fit together
I've been screaming at my windshield wipers
"It won't be forever
Till I figure out whatever the fuck
I need for this endeavor"
I've been crying at the stars at night
And running from the weather
Trying to find the self-control it takes
To not rip up my sweaters
Praying I don't need a stretcher
From this pressure pushing down on me

I've been fighting with my tarot cards
Each time I get a reading
I've been struggling to navigate
The pain that I am feeling
I've been trying more than ever
And forever unsucceeding
At the basic shit
I don't even know how I keep breathing
But I can't give up at this point
Even though my hands are bleeding
Cause I got too much invested
In the things I am believing
And at this point I don't even care
If anyone is proud of me

Oooh Aaah
Oooh Aaah
Oooh Aaah
Oooh Aaah



Credits
Writer(s): Cassandra Proctor
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