Secrets

I've got a million reasons now to stay and fall into the ground
Sink deeper into my madness
Falling faster in the cracks
I've got a plan of attack
For caving in through the ceiling
And I feel nothing when I'm here
I fear that I'm too broken
I wonder if I can be here
The picture seems so clear

Deception lies in the darkness
I've gotta find my way out
If I can't then I know you will
And I can't relate

You were a part of me
You were a part of me
That no one could ever see
You were a part of me
You left me to break into pieces
It's the same excuses
I've heard
For the rest of my life
And I'll try to keep your secrets in place
In place

My family says that I'm not such a failure
But society says that I can do much better
Anxiety still walks around with a dress on
Tryna make me feel like I should've tried much harder
I didn't do this for you
Look what you made me do
Now I walk around like a failure
Now I walk around like a failure
And what do you say
Do you say
When we close our eyes
Do you say that you'll always love me
What will you give for a taste of a better life
Would you waste all your time with me
I've grown accustomed to the crisis
Existential thoughts got me feeling excited
Citing all the greats in the hopes that I will pop off again
But it seems so useless
Everyone worships their idols
Everyone worships the tidal waves

You were a part of me
You were a part of me
That no one could ever see
You were a part of me
You left me to break into pieces
It's the same excuses
I've heard
For the rest of my life
And I'll try to replace the mistakes
The mistakes

You were a part of me
You were a part of me
You were a part of me that no one could ever see
Woah I can't relate

You were a part of me
You were a part of me
That no one could ever see
You were a part of me
You left me to break into pieces
It's the same excuses
I've heard
For the rest of my life
And I'll try to replace the mistakes
The mistakes