Self Destruct

Painting pictures in my head
Till I'm running out of paint
It seems I'll never finish what I started to create
There's a shadow walking
Right behind me
Every single day
That tells me how to live my life
Until I fade away
Self destruct
Point a gun up to my head
Self destruct
But I don't wanna be dead
Self destruct
It's driving me insane
The same fucking feeling that I just can't seem to shake
Self destruct
Point a gun up to my head
But I don't wanna be dead
It's driving me insane
Each and every day it seems to be the same
Paranoia
Paranoia
Each day brings me closer to my knees
Paranoia
It follows me
Even in my deepest dreams
Sometimes I feel like an empty shell
No place to go in this living hell
Without this demon behind my back
Is it real or is it all just in my head
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Let go of me
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
End this fucking misery
Self destruct
Self destruct
Point a gun up to my head
But I don't wanna be dead
It's driving me insane
Sometimes I feel like an empty shell
Self destruct
Point a gun up to my head
Without this demon behind my back is it real
Is it real
Is it real
Self Destruct
It's a cage that I can't break out of
It's a shadow that I can't get rid of
It's a feeling that I cannot shake
Until I break
Self destruct
It's a cage that I can't break out of
It's a shadow that I can't get rid of
It's a feeling that I cannot shake
Until I break
It's an illusion
Just an illusion
It's an illusion, I know
That it's a god damn illusion