Still Here

Maybe I made some mistakes
But nobodies perfect
And that's okay

I can tell in your face
And in the way that you were trying to say
What you weren't trying to say

But I don't understand I just cant
The sand is slipping through my hands
While I'm standing alone in the hourglass

But you can't undo the past
You through me out with the trash

I thought you should know
That I'm still sick
And I'm still dealing with the demons
In this hell you left me in

I thought you should know
That I'm not well
But I keep drifting in and out
You should know

What ever happen to the rainbows we used to chase
And all our dreams that lead to the things that left us in this place
It's hard to see through the illusion
I'd trade the magic for facts to find a way back
Looking for a way back but there's no way back

But I don't understand I just cant
The sand is slipping through my hands
While I'm standing alone in the hourglass

But you can't undo the past
You through me out with the trash

I thought you should know
That I'm still sick
And I'm still dealing with the demons
In this hell you left me in

I thought you should know
That I'm still here
But I keep drifting in and out
You should know

I thought you should know
The way you did me was vicious
Then I burned all your pictures and CDs and Memories
Fuck you forget you

You left me to rot then you took my home
Then you took my baby and then you were gone
If it takes my last breath I don't care if it kills me
I scream so loud nothing but the emptiness fills me

Yes I still hate you
And yes I'm still pissed
And trust me my love
You can't fake hate like this

What we had is dead and gone
So get the coroner on the phone

And if you saw me today
You'd see I'm still a wreck
And if I saw you
Feel both hands around my neck

Why did you do this to me baby
The same way you took my baby

I just don't understand
I just can't
The sand is slipping through my hands
While I'm standing alone
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