okay ,same

saw your face on the bus
promise i don't think about you as much as i used to
but i scrolled right past your name
and wondered what you did that day

stood tall at the show
wondering if you were there
if you knew this band
if you still lived here

heard your name at the party
but it was just the tv
would you even wanna see me
i might find out if i don't leave

all at once i need to hide
in the bathroom till my phone dies
i won't even try
to pull myself together tonight
if you were here you'd turn away
it's okay i feel the same
i'm wasting space
i'm heartless
a waste of carbon

i've been trying to improve
but i don't wanna get over you
and the night won't stop
handing me things i don't want

i just wanna be happy
(i need) to feel happy
(i need) to feel something
that doesn't numb me

but instead i think i'll hide
in the backyard till my phone dies
i won't even try
to add anything to anyone's night
my friends don't like who i became
it's okay i feel the same
i'm wasting space i'm heartless
a waste of carbon