Adrenaline (Live from SiriusXM)

All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
Wake up past noon and it settled in
Please help me up, I don't wanna lay down

So help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down, down, down
Help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down

I feel the pain in my reflection, I
I wanna get away, so I just step inside
I feel more alone when I have extra eyes
Always starin' at me

I wanna feel numb
Give me Novocaine for everyone else
Sick of stayin' in the house, I need a home for myself
To be alone, I can tell that you don't know how it felt
I had to let go of you just to get a hold of myself, because
(All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline)

All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
I wake up past noon and it settled in
Please help me up, I don't wanna lay down (down, down)
So help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down, down, down
Help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down

And life been giving me too many warnings
I couldn't get up out of bed in the morning
I sleep for twelve or be away for twelve
I can't decide on which is even more important
Can't hold my head up, won't attempt to get up
I'm not even sure on why I'm fed up today
Swear it's no lie if I said that I'm fine
At the same time, it's false if I said I'm okay

And I don't need your sympathetic remorse
I'm different from where you shoot shots in the dark
You, aimin' for something you don't know is there
Or hoping you'll pin when the target is hard
Now, I don't mean to be rude
but you never walked a single day in my shoes
Don't act like you know what's it's like to be me, I won't act

All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
I wake up past noon and it settled in
Please help me up, I don't wanna lay down (down, down)
So help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down, down, down
Help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down

Pull me up if I ever drown
No turnin' back, facin' my doubts
The pain in your eyes, no need to say how
It started the second that you let me drown

All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
I wake up past noon and it settled in
Lord, please help me up
I don't wanna lay down (down, down)
So help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down, down, down
Help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down