If I Don't

If I don't start my days the same way
Or cook and clean up my space
Can I still participate?

I feel like there's a balance
In my life
But I can't really say
I'm stumped to find myself afraid to act on how I feel
Because every time I feel like I have seized the day

If I ran in one direction I always came out the other way.
Because I can't see what awaits me
Laying silent in the yard
The steam rises from the fire
That has just been harmed

If I don't feel okay in my space
Alone,
I feel like I can't behave
Do I need you in my life?
Do I need you in my life?
This path I have walked
Has not felt like my own
I've been swept away

And now I get to decide what I want in my life.
But I can't see what awaits me
Laying silent in the yard
The steam rises from the fire
That has just been harmed



Credits
Writer(s): Michael Matsakis
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