Medicine
I see only your face
In my mind's eye
I miss you, but I don't know your age
Or your shoe size
I need the music
Press the button
Let my hands drive
I think of you, I press my body to the nearest guy
Curve of your teeth
The pull of fabric over your thighs
I wanna put my lips on the bags under your eyes
Pink of your lips and purple bags under your eyes
Pink of your lips and purple bags under your eyes
You know I can't be honest without my medicine
I used to be so brave without my medicine
You know I can't be honest without my medicine
I wanna touch you so I gotta pick it up again
You know I can't be honest without my medicine
I used to be so brave without my medicine
You know I can't be honest without my medicine
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
We said a bunch of things we'll never remember
And now I'm shaking tryna find even one
I said I'd stop this behavior last September
But every night it's like I newly begun
All the rules, all the rules
I've imposed on myself always lose
I'm a fool who refuses to help herself
Said I could use some of your help
But I know I'll ignore it for myself
Like I don't give a damn about myself
Wanna change, wanna change
Wanna finally see through the night
Just one night without lost memories
I'm exhausted
Soon as I found it I lost it
Maybe I never really had
Maybe I never really had
We said a bunch of things we'll never remember
And now I'm shaking tryna find even one
The clock is quickly running out on December
And now I'm thinking 'bout my grandfather's gun
All the pain, all the pain
A strong heart is a pain
And I don't even know the last half of your name
But I
Feel like I touched you in past lives
Like your hands have already explored my thighs
Explored my thighs in a past life
Wanna change, wanna change
Wanna finally see through the night
Just one night without lost memories
But I messed up
Life of a junkie, I fessed up
Maybe I never really had
Maybe I never really had
Maybe I never really had
Maybe I never really had
My feet out the window
My heart in the sink
And the one thing I got
Is this song and my drink
It was mine
It never failed me, it's mine
Don't wanna lose it this time (don't wanna lose it this time)
Don't wanna lose it this time (don't wanna lose it this time)
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
In my mind's eye
I miss you, but I don't know your age
Or your shoe size
I need the music
Press the button
Let my hands drive
I think of you, I press my body to the nearest guy
Curve of your teeth
The pull of fabric over your thighs
I wanna put my lips on the bags under your eyes
Pink of your lips and purple bags under your eyes
Pink of your lips and purple bags under your eyes
You know I can't be honest without my medicine
I used to be so brave without my medicine
You know I can't be honest without my medicine
I wanna touch you so I gotta pick it up again
You know I can't be honest without my medicine
I used to be so brave without my medicine
You know I can't be honest without my medicine
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
Tonight I put it down
Tomorrow, pick it up again
We said a bunch of things we'll never remember
And now I'm shaking tryna find even one
I said I'd stop this behavior last September
But every night it's like I newly begun
All the rules, all the rules
I've imposed on myself always lose
I'm a fool who refuses to help herself
Said I could use some of your help
But I know I'll ignore it for myself
Like I don't give a damn about myself
Wanna change, wanna change
Wanna finally see through the night
Just one night without lost memories
I'm exhausted
Soon as I found it I lost it
Maybe I never really had
Maybe I never really had
We said a bunch of things we'll never remember
And now I'm shaking tryna find even one
The clock is quickly running out on December
And now I'm thinking 'bout my grandfather's gun
All the pain, all the pain
A strong heart is a pain
And I don't even know the last half of your name
But I
Feel like I touched you in past lives
Like your hands have already explored my thighs
Explored my thighs in a past life
Wanna change, wanna change
Wanna finally see through the night
Just one night without lost memories
But I messed up
Life of a junkie, I fessed up
Maybe I never really had
Maybe I never really had
Maybe I never really had
Maybe I never really had
My feet out the window
My heart in the sink
And the one thing I got
Is this song and my drink
It was mine
It never failed me, it's mine
Don't wanna lose it this time (don't wanna lose it this time)
Don't wanna lose it this time (don't wanna lose it this time)
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
So I take my medicine
Credits
Writer(s): Scott Kramp, Steve Ross, Tristan Carter Jones
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com
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