Do Without

I'm looking through these eyes I never saw before
When you live within your pride that's why the gods ignore
I'm sailing on a ship I needed cargo for
Eradicate the evil that's what God is for
Killing off my demons beat the odds and more
Love is not the same when your lives are torn
The pettiness and games breeds the doubt for sure
I'm out the door
I gotta bunch of dimes I can't count no more

Changes
Forever living painless
And falling in this love shit is dangerous
Blood splattered heart I need the stainless
The steel
No matter how you feel
Don't you ever offer Satan up a meal
Snakes inside the jungle like to hang up in the fields
And even though I'm humble, still my anger reveals
Plenty hard days but her titties soft
I like to sleep between her thighs covered in her arms
Loyalty is royalty and always over pride
We keep away from danger and then we stay alive
Buried all my issues now success is on the rise
I ain't simping over women
Rather hang out with my guys
My friends
So called people with you till the end
Chapters of my life that I would like to extend
I ain't ever trusted people that just like to pretend
Ain't got rights to be friend

That's why I keep my circle close
Otherwise I'm ghost
Ones who did me dirt would understand that
No more tit for tats and tantrums
I had to bounce
Focused on cash in big amounts
Various bank accounts
Offshore and more
With enough tucked when my back gets sore
Lifting the game higher
The bar's set
Call me Mr. Atlas master of rap tactics
Seen past the phonies, cornpuffs, and macaronis
I'm sick of it y'all wack, tired, and ignant
Adding strife to my sentence
Rose tints diminished
With all ties severed
Few still in my network
Bumps on the road but straighten out
With little effort picked a new route
Rewired
Got plans steps ahead in this game
Making sure when I check out
There's still a check in my name
Most find success in fame for me there's more to gain
Going off the charts like I am super saiyan
When my body is gone my words will remain
There's life then there's mortality in these veins

And it's funny how your demons like to stick around
Always got you in your feeling when you're laying down
Negativity was potent, got you feeling down
Never wanna see you living, wanna keep you down

I only had a problem with my self esteem
Cause my life was really nice but I was only mean
I was thirsty for some pussy I was such a fiend
All these bitches said I'm ugly, I was just a teen

I was a such a gentleman and never rude
I looked up to these athletes I thought that they was cool
Acting like an asshole was being cool
No matter what the bitches like the other dudes

Tried to show 'em I was different from the other men
But I guess to them I'm just another man
Saying fuck your feelings and these bitches hoes
I was acting outta pocket and without control

To every story there's a flip side
Let me hear the flip side

If it weren't for the fam I'd be out
Most try and rap but don't know what it's about
Need a white hand in the pot
Dividends slowly rot
Then what you got
That's a broke career
Hospital bills from broken rears
No tears for the forgotten sons
So we soldier it now
Conscious weighing on my shoulders till my corpse is found
Hollowed until I'm in the ground

Peace