Reality

I find myself putting people and their problems way before my own
My heart just to big damn
My heart made of gold its hard for me to say no
Been hurt so many times its hard for me to let you get close

I'm running out of love people take it for granted
I lost bobby on my birthday man I wish didn't happen
People put me last but ended up needing me though
When I was hungry y'all wasn't even trying feed me though
Don't ask me how I'm doing they worry bout whats in pocket
I'm all out of favors nah bruh ain' got it

Run with the niggas fuck a so called friend
Mud thicker than blood they showed me that in the end
And dp been down since day 1 that nigga loyal as hell
The first time went down he bust my bail

I watched my aunties and uncles abuse drugs with money
Ate next to stems and straws on the floor as a youngin'
But it ain't bother me I just learned from that
I stayed sober all my life I couldn't turn from that

I got some people fighting depression and its hard fasho
They talkin bout giving up that what hurt me the most
I got to be there every step of the way
And show em' they not alone and show em' love everyday aye

I go through stuff day in and day out, as man I keep my head high
You'll never know whats going on, unless I speak on it

Ya own people they'll have you feeling a way
Bring up some old stuff and throw that shit in ya face
I learned to forgive but its hard to let go
I got 2 youngins' in this world I got to teach em' the ropes

I lead by example and try to do right things
It get hard doing that we people tryna play games
I got the devils precision thats a hell of a vision
Get out my way or get hit make yo decision aye

My heart made of gold its hard for me to say no
Been hurt so many times its hard for me to let you get close
I'm running out of love people take it for granted
I lost bobby on my birthday man I wish didn't happen rest in peace