Better Days

For now forget love cause it leaves your heart rusted
Now it's ice cold ain't changing like the thermostat is busted
Tell me are your shoes worn from runnin thru my mind
Because my soul is gone and I got laced up in your lies
Feelin empty though I shouldn't
Tried to fix things but I couldn't
Didn't fall I lost my footing
Gave it all for a woman now a hollow shell is all that's left
Constantly stressed anxiety pressin down on my chest
Nothing worse then being at a loss for words
Sittin blank faces while this hurt Inside of you occurs
Inside of you occurs
Inside of you occurs
Now as I age and watch the days float away
Reliving mistakes like I'm in open water and my face
Is sinking below the surface gasp for air but it's too late
Slowly sink in that abyss thinkin bout the chances that I wasted
Should treat the rap game like a noose and tie it up whatever
As soon as my necks on the line I snap under the pressure
Under the impression this endeavor would help me feel better
It's my displeasure to admit that it is my depressor

Now I'm lookin back on better days
Old arguments would've handled them in better ways
Been stronger and not let you just walk away
Now in my book of life my regrets are gonna fill your page
Now I'm lookin back on better days
Old arguments would've handled them in better ways
Been stronger and not let you just walk away
Now in my book of life my regrets are gonna fill your page

Wonder how many lies have been told about me
Paint me out as the villain to get some sympathy
When simply you can't admit what you did to me
Was play with my heart now you tarnished all the memories
It's pretty petty to pin your problems on another person
To rework my wording I internalize start feelin worthless
Hurting nervous perplexed how I would as worser version
Bet to you it was a piece of cake to leave me deserted
I used to let my anger anchor me,
Would flip in a moment with no reasonin
Then you can along my moods stopped teetering
Then left opening up is agitating to me
I'm not perfect yeah I'm far from it
Fake friends fake smiles why we always frontin
Followers all that matters makes me sick to my stomach
But you know the sayin you judge something you'll become it
And I now that we're done for good
Maybe it is for the best
I would do it all again if I could
I just had to get that off my chest

Now I'm lookin back on better days
Old arguments would've handled them in better ways
Been stronger and not let you just walk away
Now in my book of life my regrets are gonna fill your page
Now I'm lookin back on better days
Old arguments would've handled them in better ways
Been stronger and not let you just walk away
Now in my book of life my regrets are gonna fill your page