I Failed Myself (Chapter 1: Anger)
I watched myself bleed saying
'Yeah, come in kill my heart'
I gave up a million times
Claiming that I hated the demons
That I let in when I was sad
I hurt myself a thousand nights
When my mind was my only friend
In times of war when I was on the floor
Hoping shadows that I saw were just
Products of my imagination
I killed a billion persons in my mind
Desired to take their hearts and
Break them all apart
Hurt myself in a dirty room
Where the only hope
That spread love is the air
From the window
Hey aliens come in to kill us both
I know we ain't worth this magic
Pretty world
I'll make a trip to another dimension
Where I feel good and bad
At the same time
Sorry, this is where I already live
Guess I tripped on my lies
All over again
Ghost stop playing with me
I can't hear a thing of
What you're trying to say here
If I stop thinking I'll be fine
Or it may lead me to a suicide
I never really wanted to live
I'm not as dark, I'm just
Pretending to be a fool
And good while I try to get
What is going on in my mind
And this planet that we're in
Hurt myself in a dirty room
With no love, with no love at all
Hey aliens come in to kill us both
I know we ain't worth this magic
Pretty world
I'll make a trip to another dimension
Where I feel good and bad
At the same time
Sorry, this is where I already live
Guess I tripped on my lies
All over again
Ghost stop playing with me
I can't hear a thing of
What you're trying to say here
Maybe if they tried to understand me
Maybe if they tried
Maybe, I'd be alive
'Yeah, come in kill my heart'
I gave up a million times
Claiming that I hated the demons
That I let in when I was sad
I hurt myself a thousand nights
When my mind was my only friend
In times of war when I was on the floor
Hoping shadows that I saw were just
Products of my imagination
I killed a billion persons in my mind
Desired to take their hearts and
Break them all apart
Hurt myself in a dirty room
Where the only hope
That spread love is the air
From the window
Hey aliens come in to kill us both
I know we ain't worth this magic
Pretty world
I'll make a trip to another dimension
Where I feel good and bad
At the same time
Sorry, this is where I already live
Guess I tripped on my lies
All over again
Ghost stop playing with me
I can't hear a thing of
What you're trying to say here
If I stop thinking I'll be fine
Or it may lead me to a suicide
I never really wanted to live
I'm not as dark, I'm just
Pretending to be a fool
And good while I try to get
What is going on in my mind
And this planet that we're in
Hurt myself in a dirty room
With no love, with no love at all
Hey aliens come in to kill us both
I know we ain't worth this magic
Pretty world
I'll make a trip to another dimension
Where I feel good and bad
At the same time
Sorry, this is where I already live
Guess I tripped on my lies
All over again
Ghost stop playing with me
I can't hear a thing of
What you're trying to say here
Maybe if they tried to understand me
Maybe if they tried
Maybe, I'd be alive
Credits
Writer(s): Carmen Garcia
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com
Link
Other Album Tracks
© 2024 All rights reserved. Rockol.com S.r.l. Website image policy
Rockol
- Rockol only uses images and photos made available for promotional purposes (“for press use”) by record companies, artist managements and p.r. agencies.
- Said images are used to exert a right to report and a finality of the criticism, in a degraded mode compliant to copyright laws, and exclusively inclosed in our own informative content.
- Only non-exclusive images addressed to newspaper use and, in general, copyright-free are accepted.
- Live photos are published when licensed by photographers whose copyright is quoted.
- Rockol is available to pay the right holder a fair fee should a published image’s author be unknown at the time of publishing.
Feedback
Please immediately report the presence of images possibly not compliant with the above cases so as to quickly verify an improper use: where confirmed, we would immediately proceed to their removal.