Out of Focus

Yeah, lately, I been at my lowest
Cause I can't seem to focus
Been so lazy, shit, I'm living like I'm homeless
They ain't used to shit like this, they don't like the slowness
But, tryna get these people on my side is fucking hopeless
Listening to Ozzy got me flying high again
Then, I decompress and end up right back where I am
Not to mention, all these people I can't fucking stand
Tagging me on twitter, acting like they fucking fans
Kicked me off an album, just for fighting for my man's
Honestly, I'm winging this shit, don't know where I'll land
I talk too much and I, try too hard
But, no matter what, I still fuck things up
Yeah, I'm tired of doing the same thing every fucking day
It's getting lighter out, but, clouds are only turning gray
Days are flying by, my sense of time a bit delayed
Imma have to hit you back, maybe another day

I been going through some bullshit, but I gotta persevere
It's getting hard to do that, constant bitching in my ear
Thought you were the solution, I thought you would help it clear
Getting past these waves, but, you make it hard to steer

At first you seemed great, so I took the bait
That was my first mistake, yeah, I suffered the fate
You turned back on your word, said some shit that I hoped that I never heard
This shit was not worth the wait
Yeah, and like "Jay R" said, to whomever this verse is concerning
I hope you learned your lesson as much as you earned it
Looking back, I realized, you threw my heart in the furnace
And then you burned all the furniture, ripped off the curtains
But, to this day, I still don't know whether I deserved it
The only thing I know for sure, is that you left me hurting
Yeah, I know this for certain
Yeah, aye, I know this for certain, yeah