Lost
Remember it was late November
I was falling like September
Out of Autumn to the Winter
Frozen solid like the sinner that I was
Also I forgot to mention you could feel the tension in my blood
I was itching from my lungs to my palms
Tryna get my pension long
So I could rip it out the bong
I was tripping from withdrawal
Kinda distant and bizarre
Psychosis was the closest symptom you could draw from it
Never ever did absolve from it or resolve from it
I was toking so much that I didn't even fucking cough from it
All fuzzy in a haze so muddy
Yeah, that once I sobered up I had lost some of it
To oblivion, now I'm so numb don't think ill feel again
Without a pill of Ritalin
That's the only thing that got me rid of it
Trading one substance for another type of medicine
Yeah my doctor was the middle man
Kinda sad that he died now ill never ever get my fix again
Nah I'm kidding man
Little bit of dark humor lightens up the sentiment
Yeah, yeah lightens up the sentiment
Yeah my path and my past is cemented
From the acts and the tasks I committed
I won't ask for a pass that's the last thing I'm craving
Actually I'm angry
That's why I beat the fuck out my ass on the daily
Remember it was late November
I was falling like September
Out of Autumn to the Winter
Frozen solid like the sinner that I was
Also I forgot to mention you could feel the tension in my blood
I was itching from my lungs to my palms
Tryna get my pension long
So I could rip it out the bong
I was tripping from withdrawal
Kinda distant and bizarre
Psychosis was the closest symptom you could draw from it
Never ever did absolve from it or resolve from it
I was toking so much that I didn't even fucking cough from it
All fuzzy in a haze so muddy
Yeah, that once I sobered up I had lost (lost lost lost)
Lost all my direction and spiraled into depression
Depressing days had me stressing, I guess that I needed xanax
Dealer dealer (Dealer dealer) take this hand back
I'm riding dirty doing thirty with some dope off in my Air Max
Never would have thought that you could ever be the reason I fell short of my achievements
You're the thing that kept me breathing
You distracted me from thinking about things I couldn't grieve with
I guess I was too naive, and you was everything I needed at the time
I ain't even sleeping half the time
You're on my mind
It's been some time, and I'm repeating our first time like all the time
It's on my mind how could I lie
Yes, I felt alive when I was high
I need one more line for one more line
I ain't collaborating
I'm talking things when my new album is in the making
Heart went vacant, so cold
Out-freeze the cubes in the promethazine I'm drinking
Was that a question or a statement?
I don't know cause I'm too medicated
Remember it was late November
I was falling like September
Out of Autumn to the Winter
Frozen solid like the sinner that I was
Also I forgot to mention you could feel the tension in my blood
I was itching from my lungs to my palms
Tryna get my pension long
So I could rip it out the bong
I was tripping from withdrawal
Kinda distant and bizarre
Psychosis was the closest symptom you could draw from it
Never ever did absolve from it or resolve from it
I was toking so much that I didn't even fucking cough from it
All fuzzy in a haze so muddy
Yeah, that once I sobered up I had lost some of it
I was falling like September
Out of Autumn to the Winter
Frozen solid like the sinner that I was
Also I forgot to mention you could feel the tension in my blood
I was itching from my lungs to my palms
Tryna get my pension long
So I could rip it out the bong
I was tripping from withdrawal
Kinda distant and bizarre
Psychosis was the closest symptom you could draw from it
Never ever did absolve from it or resolve from it
I was toking so much that I didn't even fucking cough from it
All fuzzy in a haze so muddy
Yeah, that once I sobered up I had lost some of it
To oblivion, now I'm so numb don't think ill feel again
Without a pill of Ritalin
That's the only thing that got me rid of it
Trading one substance for another type of medicine
Yeah my doctor was the middle man
Kinda sad that he died now ill never ever get my fix again
Nah I'm kidding man
Little bit of dark humor lightens up the sentiment
Yeah, yeah lightens up the sentiment
Yeah my path and my past is cemented
From the acts and the tasks I committed
I won't ask for a pass that's the last thing I'm craving
Actually I'm angry
That's why I beat the fuck out my ass on the daily
Remember it was late November
I was falling like September
Out of Autumn to the Winter
Frozen solid like the sinner that I was
Also I forgot to mention you could feel the tension in my blood
I was itching from my lungs to my palms
Tryna get my pension long
So I could rip it out the bong
I was tripping from withdrawal
Kinda distant and bizarre
Psychosis was the closest symptom you could draw from it
Never ever did absolve from it or resolve from it
I was toking so much that I didn't even fucking cough from it
All fuzzy in a haze so muddy
Yeah, that once I sobered up I had lost (lost lost lost)
Lost all my direction and spiraled into depression
Depressing days had me stressing, I guess that I needed xanax
Dealer dealer (Dealer dealer) take this hand back
I'm riding dirty doing thirty with some dope off in my Air Max
Never would have thought that you could ever be the reason I fell short of my achievements
You're the thing that kept me breathing
You distracted me from thinking about things I couldn't grieve with
I guess I was too naive, and you was everything I needed at the time
I ain't even sleeping half the time
You're on my mind
It's been some time, and I'm repeating our first time like all the time
It's on my mind how could I lie
Yes, I felt alive when I was high
I need one more line for one more line
I ain't collaborating
I'm talking things when my new album is in the making
Heart went vacant, so cold
Out-freeze the cubes in the promethazine I'm drinking
Was that a question or a statement?
I don't know cause I'm too medicated
Remember it was late November
I was falling like September
Out of Autumn to the Winter
Frozen solid like the sinner that I was
Also I forgot to mention you could feel the tension in my blood
I was itching from my lungs to my palms
Tryna get my pension long
So I could rip it out the bong
I was tripping from withdrawal
Kinda distant and bizarre
Psychosis was the closest symptom you could draw from it
Never ever did absolve from it or resolve from it
I was toking so much that I didn't even fucking cough from it
All fuzzy in a haze so muddy
Yeah, that once I sobered up I had lost some of it
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Writer(s): Sellars De Lorge
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