Golden Tongue

I drift off then i fall asleep in this sunken place
I get lost then i run around in this awful maze
My thoughts battle themselves but i still feel ok
Nah that's a lie sometimes i can't even feel my own face
Sometimes i look around wondering where im at
Sometimes I feel like a prius and sometimes like a hellcat
Sometimes it feels like ive been hit in the face with a big metal bat
People see some of my business and they all go meddle that
Please leave me alone stop do not meddle this
Don't meddle me meddle my shit thats in the abyss
You been playing me and my feelings for so long
Now I cant put it in words but I can still write a song
Paper chasing for too long and now I'm just debating
About life and its realness yeah i'm conversating with myself
Cause I don't know if this shit is worth waiting for
I just wanna kick in the door and rush everything it's a catastrophy
But I know if I wait it will just come eventually
But I don't have any patience and you know that
My world is black even if you snap it with a kodak
I'm starting to doubt myself like "I am so wack"
I need a sign please god can you show that now
I ain't really a believer and you know that but fuck it man I'll reach out anyway
I hope you reach back

Now I ain't giving up i just keep on moving
I keep making this music just to see if you are still groovin
I found a new safe space bet your ass ill be moving
And now im running away there's a new path that ill be choosing
Golden tounge bitch and im speaking the truth
I've been doing everything to return to my youth
I've been patiently waiting and I've been painfully stopped
I've been running from problems but now I finally got caught
I feel like a pilgrim yeah I might go call Scott
I have to watch every corner or I might just get shot
I've been trying my whole life to just get back to the start
But i'm always having issues with just playing my part
I ain't really that unique I swear im just playing smart
Looking for a button I can press then restart
I keep shit to myself so that I don't concern
And when I do wrong shit I dont hide i learn
Let's keep shit simple and plain
Like db cooper
You got the ice I got the cream wu tang yeah im a scooper
Little bitch boys wanna fuck up my grind
If you were in my head I would fuck up your mind
And these people acting tough in reality they not
Please back off your egos taking over your spot
Most people here prolly thought i dissapeared
Well the only thing i did is i sat and i feared
That if i wrote some wack shit then people would leave
Untruthful people is my only pet peeve
I've gotten future dreams crushed and ive had so much self pity
Growing up my teachers told me i had talent i was witty
And i had people contradict that saying dexter youre so shitty
I just hope my futures bright