I Did It Again

I regret my decision
I screwed up my mission
I lost my position
I had an ambition
My mind is so blurry and my eyes are dry
I feel like a robot who can't even cry

My boundaries are down
I know I will drown
It's just a matter of time
Is suicide a crime
My anxiety caused a number of troubles
I hate that I'm different and I'm not like others

I did it again
I did it again
I did it again
I did it again

I did it to live
I did it to die
I did it to see
What is behind
But nothing was there
'Cause I was too scared
And deep down I knew
That I never dared

I did it again
I did it again
I did it again
I did it again

The time's running out
My brain's filled with doubt
And I have no one to trust
Laugh if you must
Do I have to go through this with my head alone
My feelings are empty and my heart is stone

I scream and they come
I talk and they're gone
I am chained to the past
Will misery last
Did I win like they say and how do they know
In fact, no one listens they just want a show

I did it again
I did it again
I did it again
I did it again

I did it to live
I did it to die
I did it to see
What is behind
But nothing was there
'Cause I was too scared
And deep down I knew
That I never dared

Is it nice when someone cares 'cause I forgot I knew the feeling
I'm not really busy I just wish I was appealing
With some goals, I could come back

I am on my way to get the things I really need
I won't screw up this time and that is guaranteed
But I, suddenly trip

I did it again
I did it again
I did it again

I did it to live
I did it to die
I did it to see
What is behind
But nothing was there
'Cause I was too scared
And deep down I knew
That I never dared

I did it again
I did it again
I did it again
I did it again

I did it again



Credits
Writer(s): Vojtěch Plachetka
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