Past To Ashes

I think you push yourself away because
You've lost so much in your life it's hard for you to get close
I think you've had men in your life make promises they never planned to fulfill
I'm not gonna do that

Know a demon when I see one its all in the eyes
Got a thing for evil woman because pain is what I like
Lets share all our deepest secrets don't care if you cry
We promised no attachments but my promise was a
Lately I been feelin like I might be someone else
I might go back to my old ways getting loaded blacking out
Last message that she sent me she told me to go to hell but
Every songs about her and this ones bout somebody else
Bad blonde biddie can't believe she's fuckin w me
Five eight with a skinny waste she's dopamine deficient
We dilate our eyes we pass the time while passing whitney
She's got what I been missing I gotta keep my distance

She told me she's got baggage I brought mine and we unpacked it
helping me unpack
Nothing like my last bitch when we fuck I fuck with passion
And I told her pass the matches we can burn our past to ashes
We can watch the smoke rise with pain god damn I feel fantastic
Happiness that lasts isn't something that exists
Temporary fix is alcohol and cigarettes'
Pain that's in my chest
Is it weird that I smile more when I'm it with you helps pain hurts a little less

She's every single thing I hate but everything I love
I write this like my verse could change the way the ending was
Convinced myself that I had one option and that I was stuck
Now she's convinced I wanted this and I broke her just because
Bad lil shorty got brown hair over her gorgeous face
I taught her how to love she taught me to see myself with hate
A gift from up above with a demon straight from satin's gates
I'm sorry for my toxic traits one day I know you'll be okay
I despise the wasted time I love the way she hates me
You take my heart and break it with all the insults your saying
Truthful words I'm facing normally would leave me anxious
I'm toxic an I got problems but unlike you I might embrace it

She told me she's got baggage I brought mine and we unpacked it
helping me unpack
Nothing like my last bitch when we fuck I fuck with passion
And I told her pass the matches we can burn our past to ashes
We can watch the smoke rise with pain god damn I feel fantastic
Happiness that lasts isn't something that exists
Temporary fix is alcohol and cigarettes'
Pain that's in my chest
Is it weird that I smile more when I'm it with you helps pain hurts a little less



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Writer(s): Cam Dickman
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