Inside (feat. Cynthia Erivo)

I'm feelin' depressed, I'm feelin' like less like I'm not my best
Anxiety got me, I'm stressed
I see my name in the press
I feel the weight of the world on my chest
I feel the weight of the world on my heart
And the pain that I feel is tearin' me apart
Feel like I just can't escape from the dark, but I'm doin' my part
Scared I'ma drop from the top and the money gon' stop
And I'm scared I'ma die
Scared I'ma be the one to do it too
Fuck that, don't let 'em ruin you
All of these thoughts are inside of mind
While I'm on stage tryna entertain you
But they want what they want
How they want it and that shit just drains you
2018 in Pittsburgh when I slit my wrist, but I don't deserve that
So I persevere and I face the fear
Even when they discredit my career
Logic be smilin' ear-to-ear

But on the inside
On the inside
But on the inside
Oh, on the inside
On the inside feels like the tears are flowin'
I should have stuck to the rivers and the lakes I was used to
'Cause now it's waterfalls
And I'm drowning on the inside
So I smile even though I'm achin'
Wanna give up every minute, every hour that I've lived through
Yet I keep holding on
Ignore this feeling on the inside, inside

On the inside
On the inside
On the inside
On the inside, inside
The inside