URGE

Broken glass falling
Broke his hand on the asphalt
Memories of holding hands
Heart was cold as ash
Seasons change but it seems the winter's gonna last
Cause he felt estranged
Can't even remember when the last time he saw the sun was
Now he spends his nights thinking
Wishing til the sun's up
Anxiety is on his mental
The fear of failure won't let him reach his full potential
And so he loans his heart out to the masses like a rental
Ever since twinkle twinkle little star
Poisoning your liver with the liquor in this little car
Show me where the kidneys at
More than just another little bar to make the kids react
Money equals trouble cause the trouble never really lasts
And these days
I see a cycle of this type of life
We always feel wrong but try to fix it with the nike
I feel indifferent
The liquor had me feeling different
So I put the bottle down to find a way for me to shift this
This insecurity inside my gears like a stick shift
I figured I was created for more than getting lifted
Not gonna lie though
Temptation has me shackled to the craving
I'm high on life but low when monitoring my creation
They say nothing's hard as living in the mind of a creative
And I take that to my grave because I got it in the cradle
I would rather lose my money if I keep the inspiration
I would rather lose my image than to lose my inner sanctum
Now
I be complaining 'bout the money I was begging for
But finding ways to make some more as if I owned a megastore
I try to keep everything black and white just like a checkered floor
If fear's a force of nature tell me what I'm feeling better for

Broken glass lets me look into my past
Criticizing on the man that I am and I hate it
That's an urge
And man it's getting on my nerves
Urge