In Oblivion

Yeah
Running around town again
I have no idea where I am, but I'm fucked up again
Nobody is in control over me
And that's fine because I hate the sober me
Let it go and let it be
When you fuck up a life
You let go of everything and give up the fight
I'm lost, please help me find my way
I need someone to save me today
That's all I've wanted, go ahead and make fun of me
It's whatever, fuck me
I have a lot of issues in my head
I'm not sure what the fuck I just said
But when they talk about death
I'm in the back, trying to rest
I took too much I think
I'm on the brink of suicide without a shrink
Tying the knot and breaking the thought
No insecurities will enter this mind again
I'll never let myself make it to the end
I'll forever be stuck in oblivion

I'm stuck in oblivion
I'm with the homies, just chillin
I'm fucked up again
I'm stuck in oblivion
Don't know what's goin on, just chillin
We're all fucked up again

I used to dream about us, but nevermind
I think I overdosed on us, trying to find
Some kind of way for us to be together
Now I'm lost forever
No mixed emotions on the subject
I lost you forever without a text
And I could have anyone I want, but they're not you
I'm looking around trying to find something to do
But I'm so gone for right now
I told you I was done with everything and no one will be around
I'm sticking by my statement
These are some hard truths, but we gotta take it
I'll never feel the way I felt
I'm living in hell
Nobody can pull me out of this well
I'm stuck in this place
It's like I'm dusty and old like a bookcase
Without the knowledge of one
And I wanna go out and be in the sun
But I'm held captive in oblivion

I'm stuck in oblivion
I'm with the homies, just chillin
I'm fucked up again
I'm stuck in oblivion
Don't know what's goin on, just chillin
We're all fucked up again
I'm stuck in oblivion
With the homies, we're just chillin
We're all fucked up again

Let it go
Before you go
Let em know
You don't know
Let it go
Before you go
Let em know
You don't know

Wandering around carelessly at night
I shouldn't because my heads not right
I don't get what's goin on around me
Somehow life still astounds me
I love the way you love me
Hard love, but just fuck me
I liked the darker days
When it was us at my place
Figuring out our lives together, day by day
Now I'll never get to see your face
I could give a fuck about sex
But I'm good on that, until the next
And I only want it if you love me
Love so good, you'll numb me
I feel a bit down around her
But I can always count on her for an upper
Drop me over the abyss I keep going into
And it's all because of you
And if you're hearing this, I love you too
I'm dying inside, and I need a surprise
Need someone who will finally suffice
Hate the way I love
I always end up numb
Can't feel anything, I just want to fuck

Let it go
Before you go
Let em know
You don't know
Let it go
Before you go
Let em know
You don't know
Let it go
Before you go
Let em know
You don't know