sorry

I just wanna feel less of a ride
And I just wanna feel done despite
That I know that you really want to be alone all the time

So I'll wait for a better thing to come tonight
And you won't have to see me with those eyes
But all I ever really wanted was to have a life

Whatever you see, I'll be there
Whatever you want, I'll steal it
Whenever you want, I'll try to be it all
And there's nothing I won't do for you
And I know I'm not
And I'll tear it all for the chance to feel
Like I could've meant the world to me
And every time I have to hear you speak
I can't ever help but always think
How I see the worst in all of me, all of me

If I really tried to have run from it
Then I know that it would've been my SOS
But even if I did, would you really check
Or try to tell me that it's always for the best?

So I try to breathe for you
Whenever you want me to
Whatever you'll ask of me, I'll do
'Cause I know that it all means the world to you
And I know that when it's vacant
And you tell me you can help me stop feeling empty

Then you'll tell me you're sorry, and you miss me
But I don't think you've ever met me
And you'll tell me you love me and to keep
I enlighten the moment next to me
But you don't ever want me to believe
That you're all alone (ooh-hoo)

Whatever you see, I'll be here
Whatever you want, I'll steal it
Whenever you want, I'll try to be it all
But there's nothing I won't do for you
And I know I'm not
And I'll tear it all for the chance to feel
Like I could've meant the world to me
And every time I have to hear you speak
I can't ever help but always think
How I see the worst in all of me, all of me