Mind
Guess I gotta speak my mind
Two phone calls and I press decline
Checking the time 4:39
And my brains just gone, like what I do wrong
Same old song that's where I come from
Tried to be patient needing a doctor
Try therapy cause I need to stop the
Pain that's racking my brain again and again it's never same
Mental health for a man it's bad
Wake up good then I turn all sad
Dealing with issues I'm not healthy
Ran out of tissues no one blessed me
This my life and I've got to live it
One foot down and I'm bought to pivot
I was the man back out on the courts
Flip that shit now I'm back in my thoughts
Doubting myself hurting my health
Is it the love or is it the wealth
Cause minimum wage six hours a week
Ain't enough for the bills and food I need
So I quit that shit now I'm back to out dreaming
Work for my family diamonds they gleaming
Drinking away now I'm sat here steaming
Embracing the pain man I know it hurts
Yeah, Man drugs don't work it'll make you worse
Saying this shit as I light and burn
They talk their talk now and it's my turn
Spend most of our time mean mugging
Hard to admit that we need some loving
Parents aren't there it's streets or girls
Put on a smile and show to the world
When you're actually anxious actually stressed
How life works when you think your depressed
Self diagnosed cause I don't want to bother
Anyone, family, friend, or doctor
Think you're a burden keep to yourself
Can't admit that you need some help
You gotta take care of your mental health
Too many souls
Think about my life and how it plays
How we used to play on rainy days
Look through my rear view and I crash
Live for my future forget my past
Think about my life and how it plays
How we used to play on rainy days
Look through my rear view and I crash
Live for my future forget my past
Can't fall back and blame my dad
He weren't there and yeah that's sad
But you can't rewind that's why I grind
All I need is one mic I'll be fine
But I'm fighting a war and I'm stuck in my mind
Tell myself that I'll be fine
Man every day turns into one
Used to have fun now I have to run
Cause life if fast so I got to keep up
Ain't just me who's been through stuff
Fucked up shit that's made it tough
What happened to Olly fucked me up
He was thirteen with a dream its fucked
So much hope but
Rest in peace to the ones we lost
Man the world just spins and life goes fast
Live in the future forgot your past
Cause childhood trauma hurts I know
Been through shit that no one knows
And if you don't believe me yeah that's cool
Grown up since that little boy at school
Only cared about TV, who played on FIFA
Now I gotta worry about food and features
I just wanna see and make people smile
Make them laugh if they ain't in a while
Hide insecurities in my humour
Heard I'm the best don't think it's a rumour
Back to the ego man I'm a dickhead
Stunt on them bitches, care what they said
Only one to bring me down is me
Stuck in the sea and I cannot breath
Deep in the ocean mana just floating
Picture me rolling yeah I'll be coasting
Shoot for the stars cause the sky is the limit
Every song I make trust me I kill it
After dark nights come the sunny days
So many tears you would think it's rained
Got to the point I don't speak to the father
That shit failed like the magma carta
They got me spraying and laying and paying for all of my sins I be making
My aim is to be the cream of the cop my shit don't stop till I drop
And I've been wanting this pain to stop
Little bit of luck is what I'm needing
Ninety-six bars of what I'm feeling
Hate to complain but I need some healing
Two phone calls and I press decline
Checking the time 4:39
And my brains just gone, like what I do wrong
Same old song that's where I come from
Tried to be patient needing a doctor
Try therapy cause I need to stop the
Pain that's racking my brain again and again it's never same
Mental health for a man it's bad
Wake up good then I turn all sad
Dealing with issues I'm not healthy
Ran out of tissues no one blessed me
This my life and I've got to live it
One foot down and I'm bought to pivot
I was the man back out on the courts
Flip that shit now I'm back in my thoughts
Doubting myself hurting my health
Is it the love or is it the wealth
Cause minimum wage six hours a week
Ain't enough for the bills and food I need
So I quit that shit now I'm back to out dreaming
Work for my family diamonds they gleaming
Drinking away now I'm sat here steaming
Embracing the pain man I know it hurts
Yeah, Man drugs don't work it'll make you worse
Saying this shit as I light and burn
They talk their talk now and it's my turn
Spend most of our time mean mugging
Hard to admit that we need some loving
Parents aren't there it's streets or girls
Put on a smile and show to the world
When you're actually anxious actually stressed
How life works when you think your depressed
Self diagnosed cause I don't want to bother
Anyone, family, friend, or doctor
Think you're a burden keep to yourself
Can't admit that you need some help
You gotta take care of your mental health
Too many souls
Think about my life and how it plays
How we used to play on rainy days
Look through my rear view and I crash
Live for my future forget my past
Think about my life and how it plays
How we used to play on rainy days
Look through my rear view and I crash
Live for my future forget my past
Can't fall back and blame my dad
He weren't there and yeah that's sad
But you can't rewind that's why I grind
All I need is one mic I'll be fine
But I'm fighting a war and I'm stuck in my mind
Tell myself that I'll be fine
Man every day turns into one
Used to have fun now I have to run
Cause life if fast so I got to keep up
Ain't just me who's been through stuff
Fucked up shit that's made it tough
What happened to Olly fucked me up
He was thirteen with a dream its fucked
So much hope but
Rest in peace to the ones we lost
Man the world just spins and life goes fast
Live in the future forgot your past
Cause childhood trauma hurts I know
Been through shit that no one knows
And if you don't believe me yeah that's cool
Grown up since that little boy at school
Only cared about TV, who played on FIFA
Now I gotta worry about food and features
I just wanna see and make people smile
Make them laugh if they ain't in a while
Hide insecurities in my humour
Heard I'm the best don't think it's a rumour
Back to the ego man I'm a dickhead
Stunt on them bitches, care what they said
Only one to bring me down is me
Stuck in the sea and I cannot breath
Deep in the ocean mana just floating
Picture me rolling yeah I'll be coasting
Shoot for the stars cause the sky is the limit
Every song I make trust me I kill it
After dark nights come the sunny days
So many tears you would think it's rained
Got to the point I don't speak to the father
That shit failed like the magma carta
They got me spraying and laying and paying for all of my sins I be making
My aim is to be the cream of the cop my shit don't stop till I drop
And I've been wanting this pain to stop
Little bit of luck is what I'm needing
Ninety-six bars of what I'm feeling
Hate to complain but I need some healing
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Writer(s): Reece Bird
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