It Should Have Been Fun

I don't understand, what is going on?
We got haunted minds, so tell me what went wrong?
What I thought you said and what you said I did
It isn't adding up, it makes me feel so weird
This is something new, lots of blurry nights
You can't find out the truth, the reason for the fight
Shouldn't go like this, this isn't what we want
Don't wanna go home crying, it should have been fun
I should have been fun

Giving up the dreams 'cause maybe that's the thing
It's hard to put in perspective when you're not thinking straight
Turning to a mess 'cause all the things you said
They hit me ten times harder, they make me really sad
You just want to enjoy a night out with your boys
Of course you ignore me, rather not with all this hassle
Doesn't have to be hard, don't let it catch me off guard
Don't turn it into a job, it's not the end of the world
It's not the end of the world

All the things you think that you don't wanna happen
Something we don't wanna do, we wanna forget it
Putting everything on you, how did we get here?
Broken, feeling unashamed, I wish I was dreaming

When we wake up again, you feel the tension rise
'Cause we both think it's wrong, the things that happened last night
What you did to me, what I did to you
It isn't what we want, the vision wasn't true
Now that we don't have fun, we have fun all the time
Thing's only complicated 'cause we still have those nights
It shouldn't go like this, this isn't what we want
Don't wanna go on fighting, it should have been fun
It should have been fun

All the things you think that you don't wanna happen
Something we don't wanna do, we wanna forget it
Putting everything on you, how did we get here?
Broken, feeling unashamed, I wish I was dreaming
Wish I was dreaming

I wish I was dreaming