I'm Still Alive

Breaking through, I know where to go
You're a part of nothing, you don't even know
That's why my life is lethal
You don't even know what's hell
I don't know why
You don't really seem to try
You leave me when I come by
It's time for you to commit suicide

I'm still bleeding out my decisions
You can't even know my tension
So much suffering, I don't know what's been happening
It's always torturing, I want to put my body inside a casket
My sorrow's been hurting me since I was born like this
My life is a question
What is my purpose
I want a female to listen

A lot of people hate me, but I'm still alive
You're mine It's time
You can't mess with me if you can't rely, I'm still alive
It's time. You're mine
I'll tangle up your vessel
So, you can't even start to compel
My mind is out of this total cell
You're useless than your mortal tail
I'm still alive, your time is about to die
It's time You're mine

My mother never cared about me
She always think that I won't conceive
Why can't we be apart when we come see
My suffrage is starting to bleed
The time is about to become a misery
I can't tell what's going to be coming
Why is everything so scary
Fuck everything, I'm not afraid
My life feels like a deathbed
It's not like I know what's up ahead
I rather live than being dead
Why is everything so out of open
Hold my hand, I know what you've said
Why? My life is such an end
You can't help me now
Why don't you hear any sound
I thought you were proud
Fuck you, you can't be allowed
Everything has to be out of south
No one knows how I feel
I'm starting to feel my guilt
Can you feel it? Because I can't tell
When will you come to me and always help
It's already fading, now I'm killed

A lot of people hate me, but I'm still alive
You're mine. It's time
You can't mess with me if you can't rely, I'm still alive
It's time You're mine
I'll tangle up your vessel
So, you can't even start to compel
My mind is out of this total cell
You're useless than your mortal tail
I'm still alive, your time is about to die
It's time You're mine

It's not over when I say it is
You can't give me a choice, you should be burned in an abyss
Your life is not like mine, you don't know if I really exist
Your existence needs to be clenched
Because I don't love you, you're my enemy
I want you to die and fade away
I'm going to punch your guts with all of my hate
You're still a person that I can't relate

A lot of people hate me, but I'm still alive
You're mine It's time
You can't mess with me if you can't rely, I'm still alive
It's time You're mine
I'll tangle up your vessel
So, you can't even start to compel
My mind is out of this total cell
You're useless than your mortal tail
I'm still alive, your time is about to die
It's time You're mine