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Excuse me I've fallen past every hope
Too old for secrecy and so far from home
Falling down and filling up these useless empty years
Failing to live up to all your greatest fears

All in all it's been no fun
Unsaid
All done
Sad and numb

And you left me after I left you behind
And we were both too stubborn to see eye to eye
And your third wife denied me the right
To say goodbye
To apologize (Agonize antagonize)

And I have to wonder if you were proud of your boy
Who you hadn't seen since 1994
And I have to wonder if you really found faith
And did it bring you comfort at the end of your days?

And now I'm the dad and I'm doing my best
Which is not to say that I pass every test
But when all else fails I think of your dad
And the last words for me that he ever had
The same last words you never got to say
And I try to be good every single day



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Writer(s): Grahm Eberhardt
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